I miss my best friend so much and I can't contract her- I have no idea if she's still alive or not since she was depressed. I can't stop crying about her and I just fucking miss her like hell
I have a lot of people I miss too...and sometimes I guess the only thing you have left is hope. Hope is what keeps me going, hope is going to bed with not knowing if you wake up tomorrow morning but setting an alarm anyways. And If you think she's dead you aren't giving faith by knowing she can do better. I remember once a point in time no one at all spoke to me. No one could. And everyone assumed I killed myself. Coming back and knowing people did that..knowing they didn't think I could do any better...killed me. So, my anon love, sometimes it's better to hope.