how you doing Raito Senshi.... chilling or freezing lol
Tbh crying lol. Well actually just one eye is crying cuz seems like an eyelash or something like that is in it and I cant get it out. Lol and neither i cant sleep cuz of that. Ew haha How are u?
Exactly
We have no control over us coming in and out of this world
And what happens to us in between
It's just useless
Maybe but still this live matters a lot. What ever we do now in our life will have consequences. I believe in God, in an afterlife, in hell and paradise. This life is meaningless, it will pass and we will die. Still we should pay attention what we do cuz by living this life, we'll decide how the afterlife will be. Well.. u know what i mean haha
Why be afraid? Why not get wings or land on ur feet ?
Or just let it end
Be free
Afraid because it's painful. Afraid cuz idk if I will be able to handle the pain. I am flying higher and higher and the more I fly the more it will hurt when I fall. I do believe in myself. I've faith in God and that's the one thing that keeps me alive. But deep inside my heart I've insecurities. They are locked up but somehow they manage to get out. Once a month.. a week.. or even daily for some hours. And whenever they get out, it's like a storm is coming. There are dark clouds, it starts raining and it starts to thunder. Flying with in such condition isnt the beat idea. But then those clouds disappear again, I can see the sun again, feel its warmth and look up to the blue sky. It gives me energy and hope again. But what if I wont get out of that storm the next time? What if I wont manage it the next time? I cant land on my feet. And I cant end it. It will end when the time is right. Woah that was too much lol hahaha