i wanted to write this a long time ago and now finally i'm going to write. dear @fxck_itsandrea i want to write to you a big para because i want to show you how much you mean to me. you mean so much to me and i want to say thank you for everything you've done for me. you was always here for me when no one else was,you was always here for me when i was alone and sad and words ''thank you'' are not enough,as i said before i thought i'm not enough for you because you deserve someone better,you deserve so much better,you deserve happiness and love. and i'm so sorry because i was not with you when you needed me,i'm sorry because i was a bad friend. you are such a lovely and amazing girl with a big heart and pure soul ,you deserve happiness,and yes your happiness means a lot to me. even if you're not here that doesn't mean that i forgot about you,no i didn't and i miss you so much,i miss talking to you,i miss your cute message but wherever are you right now i hope you're happy,i hope you're good. also i hope when you come here this para will bring a smile on your face. you're and you always gonna be my best friend no matter what,even if you don't want me in your life anymore,i'll still fight for you and our friendship,i will fight for you because losing you would be the nightmare,i really can't imagine my life without you. you're the one who i want forever in my life,you're the one who i will never get tired but also i will never stop loving you,i will never stop saying how much i need you in my life,and i need you in my life forever because i'll never find another you.you're such a beautiful human being and having you in my life is definitely the best thing that ever happened to me because you make me so happy. drea i want you to know that you're still so special to me even if we don't talk every single day,you're on my mind ,i want to know are you okay? i'm forever grateful for you and our friendship, and also i'm thankful for everything. i really couldn't ask for a better friend because you always cared about me,and i do still care about you too. and i do worry about you, i don't want to lose you because that would mean that i lost my other half ,my number #1 ,my best friend. you're my gift from god and i'm blessed to call you MY friend !!!1! i wish a was such a good friend like you was and you're still with me,but i want you to know that i'm here for you ,i promise i won't be such a bad friend like a was,you have my word ,i will give my best to make sure you're good and happy. this para is also one big sorry because i was a bad friend with you,but in the same time this para is for you to made your day better. don't forget that you're still MINE no matter what and you will always be.i'm writing this para with all my heart and i love you with all my heart,i'm not doing this just like that,as i said i'm writing this to show you that you're still so important to me and that you're still my only one who i'll never forget or replace.I LOVE YOU ANDREA♡♡♡♡