A humble request to everybody & anybody reading this. People grow & evolve so don't judge them by their past when you can clearly see that they are trying to be a better person. Shit happens. Instead, help them through the process & tell them that you are proud of them for how far they have come. Trust me they're gonna forever love you for it.
I will do any possible thing for the people I genuinely care about & I'm really afraid to lose the people I love but sometimes I sit & wonder, is someone out there who is also afraid to lose me? Someone who is willing to do any possible thing to make ME happy? Hmmphh
Okay so this month has been so bad for me & it was clearly the worst month of 2018 for me ( I never thought I'd say this since my birthday comes in october & I'm always excited for it) UNTIL TODAY I GOT BLESSED WITH A ADORABLE NEPHEW & I CANT DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL IT FEELS LIKE MY MOOD CHANGED FROM A 0 TO A 1000!!??❤ Alhamdulillah I'm so happy, man❤
but i'm a sunflower a little funny If I were a rose maybe you'd want me If i could change overnight i'd turn into something you like but i'm a sunflower a little funny if I were a rose maybe you'd pick me ???
Imagine running away & pushing away people all your life because of the thought that once you get too attached you will hurt them & yourself too but then one day you find someone & for once you want to stay & not push them away. You show them that side of yours which no one has ever seen. You give your 100%. All you want is to see them happy. For once you want to be normal & be happy with that special someone but things don't go as you thought they would go & the last thing you would want to do is hurt them & then one day they tell you that they are tired of you & you hurt them a lot.. just imagine..
I'll be turning 20 in less than a week so clearly I won't be a teenager anymore which means that I will have to act like an adult now & it's really freaking me out tbh