Thank you sweetie.
I usually don't talk about my relationship with Justin... But I get a lot of questions like this...
I love Justin and as far as I know, he loves me too. I know that we're on and off... If you don't understand then you should listen to this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ij_0p_6qTss

This song was written about Justin about a year ago.
I'll give you the lyrics to understand it better:
“When I was on, I was on stage and I was thinking of…I felt like I know, I know him though and I know his heart and I know what he wouldn’t do to hurt me. But I didn’t realize that feeling so confident, feeling so great about myself, and then it just be completely shattered by one thing, by something so stupid. But then you make me feel crazy, you make me feel like it’s my fault I was in pain.”
.You got me sippin' on something
I can't compare to nothing
I've ever known, I'm hoping
That after this fever I'll survive
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
Hand over heart, I'm praying
That I'm gonna make it out alive
.The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
.You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lightening me up like Venus
But then you disappear and make me wait
And every second's like torture
Hell over trip, no more so
Finding a way to let go
Baby baby no I can't escape
.The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
.This is a modern fairytale
No happy endings
No wind in our sails
But I can't imagine a life without
Breathless moments
Breaking me down down down
.The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
I hope you're geting this better.
Justin is the love of my life. I want to get him out of my life, because he causes me so much pain and worries, but I can't just let him go, because I love him too much. He stole my heart and now I can't get it back. Even tho, I cry sometimes because of all the pain, I still love him and I couldn't live withoth him. It was torture when we broke up. I was miserable withouth him. He is the other half of me. And you can't just throw away the other half of yourself, right?
I mean if you can do it, then I'll... I don't know... Talk Justin into turning a women...? LOL
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