Pacarku nyuruh aku berhenti manggil sayang, katanya dia malu, aku sedih banget :’)

Apalagi yg sejak 9 tahun lalu udah sombong, tapi giliran baru ada masalah sekarang2 malah ngaku2 teman. Sampe playing victim dengan bilang gw "teman yg buruk."
Helooow, 9 tahun yg lalu pas gw masih nyapa dan masih ada rasa, lu kemana ajaaaa?
Apa 9 tahun ini lu anggep gw temaan? Haha. I hate u. Liar. B1tch.
U destroyed my heart, my trust.
U made me thinkin over u for more than 9 fckin years.
Ok, i lied to others about my feelings toward u, that's aint ur fault. I keep it closed because i aint want u to left, if u know my feelings.
But still, u left without words, or chance 4 me to confessed everything. Even i aint know what i've done 9 years ago. I want to marry u since highschool. But u went w others like b1tch. 1 year of happiness with u, and 8 of the rest make it like a joke.
These pain... if u think that what i do now is crazy; if u want justice so badly, then taste it urself. Assh0le.
Ayu Balqis also answered this question with: "sedihnyaaaaa:("