Aha as if the last question can say your exes are lovelly. Do you even know her and what they did to her I'm guessing not. You'll get throught what they did not every boy is the same.
I don't know if that person knows me or not, but I just wish they would talk to me in person or at least not hiding behind a grey face because I would appreciate what they had to say a lot more and I would feel more open about talking to them about what has happened in my previous relationships. I know every boy isn't the same, I just seem to ruin it for myself because of all the times I've got hurt meaning that I automatically put up this wall of self-defence thinking that I'm always going to get hurt :/ I know I can get out of that rut, out of that mindset, it's just going to take time.