MMmh well, I knew from the beginning that it was a lost cause, but I wasn't able to keep myself from falling, and ignoring it all isn't that easy, at all, but, I'll do my best. Gosh I'm so tired ! I don't wanna go and do sports.
Yeah, sorry, that's always hard. Trust me, eventually feelings like those go away. It's sort of bitter sweet though, because that feeling is kind of like an addiction, but once you're free you just feel relieved.