Sorry again but I happen to know that your old friends feel pretty much the same thing. They feel like you were the one who didn't make an effort and decided to stop just because you did want to put the work into the friendship.
I did but I kept getting crap about staying with Dalton and other choices of mine. All of them kept trying to do what's best for me instead of letting me do what I think is. I was the one that got called a bitch because I didn't want to go to a party.. I'm the terrible person because I didn't really want to go to a party, and didn't want to go to said party because I wasn't comfortable with other people. I have bad self conscious issues and I am self preserved and so I only will let in some people but some I'll let go because they didn't seem to want to stay. I kept getting crap about myself and my choices and I was tired of it. I'm sorry I didn't want to go to a party. Literally the last day I slept and played minecraft and was HAPPY. So I don't regret any choices I made because I was happy. I just don't understand why a week after summer starts I get all the crap just piled on me. It seems like anytime I start to actually be happy and do something I want to, people ruin it. I have changed myself so much just to try to please my friends and people that I don't like and they don't like me back... FOR NO REASON. I am like my mom and my sister. If the friends I have aren't treating me very good, then I'll be fine having no friends. I want true friends, and the friends I had always would judge me and tell me to do things and yell at me for not doing things... So I'm done. I'm staying with my guys. I'm sorry but that's it. I don't want to take this any more. I'm tired of it. Me have been harassed about this for 10-16 days, and I'm tired of it. I just want to be able to be on this app and not hate myself!
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