My crush accused me of stalking her but I STILL LOVE her To be fair I DID COME ACROSS as a stalker through my actions on social media I did NOT WANT to come across that way but the backup accounts I made for messaging her made her UNCOMFORTABLE At the TIME I did NOT think it was THAT BIG of a DEAL but to HER it was a HUGE deal but to be HONEST I NEVER WANTED to make those backup accounts in the FIRST place and I ONLY made them out of DESPERATION when she blocked me on HER backup account I was ALREADY blocked on her MAIN account but I did NOT make backup accounts to message her when she blocked me on her MAIN account It was ONLY after she blocked me on her BACKUP account that I made backup accounts for messaging her as being blocked on BOTH her MAIN ACCOUNT AND her BACKUP a ACCOUNT made me feel DESPERATE and DESPERATE people OFTEN do STUPID things and the FACT that I made her SO UNCOMFORTABLE to the POINT of feeling like a STALKING VICTIM makes me feel HORRIBLE and is one of the reasons why I HATE MYSELF :(
Suic-Trigger Warning/ I lost one of my best friends almost two years ago. He hung. I have had a lot of people in my life pass but his passing was the worst, hardest, most painful. Especially because he was my friend when I was in need and I couldn't be there in return simply because I didn't know...
No I ONLY want a ROMANTIC relationship with MY CRUSH NOBODY ELSE but considering the fact that she is TAKEN I DO wish SHE was POLYAMOROUS because then she could be BOTH MY girlfriend AND her CURRENT BOYFRIEND’s girlfriend and EVERYONE would be HAPPY