Any BOY or GIRL who has ever self harmed or thought of it.....Think to yourself... Why do I take a blade and slash my arms? Why do I drink myself into a stupor? Why do I swallow bottles of pills and end up in A&E having my stomach pumped? Am I seeking attention? Showing off? The pain of the cuts releases the mental pain of the memories, but the pain of healing lasts weeks. After every self-harming or overdosing incident I run the risk of being sectioned and returned to a psychiatric institution, a harrowing prospect I would not recommend to anyone. So, why do I do it? I don't. If I had power over the alters, I'd stop them. I don't have that power. When they are out, they're out. I experience blank spells and lose time, consciousness, dignity. If I, Alice Jamieson, wanted attention, I would have completed my PhD and started to climb the academic career ladder. Flaunting the label 'doctor' is more attention-grabbing that lying drained of hope in hospital with steri-strips up your arms and the vile taste of liquid charcoal absorbing the chemicals in your stomach. In most things we do, we anticipate some reward or payment. We study for status and to get better jobs; we work for money; our children are little mirrors of our social standing; the charity donation and trip to Oxfam make us feel good. Every kindness carries the potential gift of a responding kindness: you reap what you sow. There is no advantage in my harming myself; no reason for me to invent delusional memories of incest and ritual abuse. There is nothing to be gained in an A&E department.
You're still the same person. You may have tricked people into thinking you've changed. But you haven't. You're still the same bad kid you were last year and in 6th grade. Telling a girl you love her but little does she know you're telling about 8 other girls the same.
lol and you would know that how? you dont so shut the fuck up, how dare you question the way I have been, I have changed, you know if you asked me if I changed in 6th grade I probs would have told you to kill yourself and blow smoke in your face. but no, instead ive been there for people when they make mistakes just ask jill, hailey, christina all the people who know, ella, erin, mckayla, everyone, im always there for people, when they make mistakes im there to tell them everything will be okay, but what about when I make a mistake. im some terrible person? I've been doing so good, and im honestly so proud of myself. I have a sponsor who has helped through so much, hes like my second dad, ive accomplished so fucking much, and no matter what you say thats not going to bring me down, you dont know me, you dont know what ive been through, and you don't know my story. If you really wanna know my feelings and whats going on, dont text me, CALL me, ill even give you my number, so you can talk to me and l itterally can hear these words come out of your mouth, because you saying this over a social network just makes you a coward. and I know, nobody would have the courage to say this to my face because they know I have a good heart and im always there. so have a nice day, ill pray for you.
ight so, we went to mighty toco after getting food, he thought it would be funny to take the rest of his food and a glass bottle of root beer that he got from Walgreens and throw them at cars, I told him I would watch from inside, as he proceeded to throw, the glass bottle hit a girls window and it cracked, he ran up the street then I just saw flashing lights, I ran outside and saw him agianst a police car, I managed to take a picture, Free Steven.
call her pretty names like beautiful, babygirl, precious, give her a shoulder to cry on, and always be there for her no matter what! always be honest, buy her cute things once and a while just to remind her how much you care about her, take cute pictures to show people that your relationship is better then theirs, hold her waist, look in her eyes and say "your beautiful" she will go nuts. haha Be friends with her family, make them like you, ask questions, hangout, don't run away to be alone. Send her cute goodmorning and goodnight text messages. Sneak up and hold her from behind, watch cute movies to cuddle to and laugh at. Watch scary movies so you can grab her, hold her, so she knows she is safe in your arms. And most of all, show her that you love her. A simple " you looked really pretty today" will put a smile on her face.(;
what about them, gay people are just like any person you see, anywhere? there not like aliens from another planet lol they just happen to have different feelings for the same sex, they are happy with their sexuality and im happy with mine, I dont judge, and people who do judge them, really have no right to judge, no one goes up to them and say "ew you like girls?, they have giant sacks of fat on there chest and a hole that bleeds once a month by there butt crack, and some of them look like their butts are swollen from sitting on the toilet too long cause they take 20 min shits." so people shouldn't question them. But yes I do like girls incase you were wondering. :)
im not fighting him, I have no problems with him, he never did anything to be personally, and what will beating thebshit out of him prove. just cause he thinks hes the shit, doesnt mean he deserves to get the shit kicked out of him, would it be funny? probably. but the only reason people want me to do it, is so I get in trouble and they dont, but still get the pleasure. Now if he ever said anything about me behind my back, or about me or relating to me, then it would be different.
No Order Noelle Hailey Jill Christina Ava Ella Emma Megan Hannah Megan Heather Kathrine Emily Cayleigh Maddy .I don't know, the list goes on, theres sooo many pretty girls out there, if I could name them all i would, but those are just a few.