Best to avoid them or try not to get involved in arguments or get physically hurt. Ignore them or try to stay at a distance from any toxic family members. But God does say forgive and love them from a safe distance.
I feel like I've always been alone...I feel like nothing I do is good enough...I just wish that someone loved me as much as I loved them...someone that really truly loves and cares for me too...it's hard to love yourself when you feel like No one does...
I understand that 💯 😌 I've gone through similar experience as you have but I believe it's our mindset that changes from time to time and you'll believe that you are loved just not the as you expected to be loved in return.
Probably I'm not too soon but neither do I think I'm late but I'm stuck in the middle of in-between for now it's 50%-50%. Who loves 100% of time is loyal and serious and committed and not love bombing?
Are you happy for my future success...or do you want to see me fail??
The most successful persons have failed in some point in their life. So we all have failed one way or another. And to be happy is a positive emotion one may experience and your future is different from what others may have opinionated in their minds. Success comes in different forms and aspects of life.For example, someone maybe successful in their business for an amount of years but later is filing for bankruptcy. Someone maybe successful in their health and well-being but later years maybe in the hospital or has a complications is now surviving to stay healthy and strong.
I rather be invisible so nobody uses me for whatever reason they want. For this reason reading minds isn't always pleasant to do. Person's mind have negative thoughts and emotions I prefer not to be reading such minds.
God made love but man made money. I choose the love of God over money that humans invented for value and in their greed and unfairness they love things which are not good.
The living God YAHWEH Yahushua's is the one to be feared as it is written in the book of Philippians 2:12-13 - Wherefore, my beloved, as you have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling.
Probably I over contemplate and I figured out why? And it makes sense. I had time to just sit andcontemplate and ruminate. As I found myself constantly pondering the question: Why?
I believe that there is lesser evil just like minor sin but as I have read there is no one good other than God alone is good. Eternal Life in the kingdom [MARK17]AsYahshuawas coming out to the road, a man came running to him and knelt in front of him. He askedYahshua, “Good Teacher, what should I do to inherit eternal life?” Yahushuasaid to him, “Why do you call me good? No one is good except God alone.You know the commandments: Never murder. Never commit adultery. Never steal. Never give false testimony. Never cheat. Honor your father and mother.” The man replied, “Teacher, I’ve obeyed all these commandments since I was a boy.” Yahushualooked at him and loved him. He told him, “You’re still missing one thing. Sell everything you have. Give the money to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then follow me!” When the man heard that, he looked unhappy and went away sad, because he owned a lot of property. Yahshualooked around and said to his disciples, “How hard it will be for rich people to enter the kingdom of God!” The disciples were stunned by his words. ButYahushuasaid to them again, “Children, how hard it is to enter the kingdom of God!It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the kingdom of God.” This amazed his disciples more than ever. They asked each other, “Who, then, can be saved?” Yahushualooked at them and said, “It’s impossible for people to save themselves, but it’s not impossible for God to save them. Everything is possible for God.” Then Peter spoke up, “We’ve given up everything to follow you.” Yahushuasaid, “I can guarantee this truth: Anyone who gave up his home, brothers, sisters, mother, father, children, or fields because of me and the Good Newswill certainly receive a hundred times as much here in this life. They will certainly receive homes, brothers, sisters, mothers, children and fields, along with persecutions...
Yes, I do write down my dreams on my notes, and I searched for interpretations of the scene, such as whether it was day or night? Was there any snow, rain, or lightning? If l was walking outside alone, going uphill, or going upstairs? Did I see myself on a mountain? Or Did I see any familiar faces like any relatives? Or was I happy, or was I crying? Was there someone who was chasing me or was I running after a group of people? Was l fleeing from somewhere or someone?