"she gives up trying to attain "happiness" and just do enough damage control to not be "at the absolute worst" " this is me, this is literally me, same, except "give up" is the wrong word, it's more like..."become unable to try anymore"
Time sometimes fixes things. Finding something to work on where you can see results and progress sometimes fixes things. Accepting some failures as stumbling forward rather than stumbling backward sometimes helps things.
There's not trying for fear of failing, and then there's not trying out of sheer exhaustion, which is a tricky thing. Sometimes it's a matter of forcing yourself to get up in the morning and sometimes it's more about taking some vitamins, getting some rest and making sure that you are physically well. Sometimes it's watching something that makes you laugh.
I'll be rooting for you, anyway.
There's not trying for fear of failing, and then there's not trying out of sheer exhaustion, which is a tricky thing. Sometimes it's a matter of forcing yourself to get up in the morning and sometimes it's more about taking some vitamins, getting some rest and making sure that you are physically well. Sometimes it's watching something that makes you laugh.
I'll be rooting for you, anyway.