Let me tell you a little story anonymous, at the beginning of my junior year I was probably the most innocent happy go lucky girl, then I dated this boy. It was fine at the start I was treated with respect and he cared, but I was also being lied to by this "boy" he never stopped talking to other girls through out our relationship, the first time I caught him my friend kacie had sent me a screen shot of him saying lets chill sometime and admitting to knowing I'd be upset with him. I should've left then, the second time he tried to Hook up with my best friend and I sill have my doubts I don't know what happened the third time he was drunk and drove to my other friends house and tried to get her to sleep with him once again I should've left. He called me fat told me I wasn't good enough made me feel like I was the problem and to be honest I turned into somewhat of a monster and started to become angry and blame the girls but you know what? It wasn't their fault it was his so next time I date someone ill make sure I'm their number one and only one. For whatever reason I wasn't good enough for him and he said he loved me but what we had wasn't love it was something else. He still tries to make me miserable and it makes me sick, before he left I was in a really bad place i suffer from depression and was planning on taking it all away my bestfriend found out and called him to see if maybe he could talk some sense into me but what did he do? He wanted to take a break because he thought I was crazy. He's a fucked up person and has problems himself but everyday he crossesmy mind and I think to myself how could I let this happen? But instead of hating myself for it I keep saying its a blessing in disguise from now on I know I deserve the best it's a live and learn situation and I'm glad I can say I'm a bigger and better person now because of it.