Have you ever performed for an audience? What was this experience like?
Cole Sprouse in Riverdale proved that I haven't turned complete gay yet and I hope there is somebody out there like Jughead Jones because i will find that someone and spend the rest of my life with him :(
to work on yourself is the best thing you can do. accept that you are not perfect, but you are enough. and then start working on everything that destroys you. your insecurities, your ego, your dark thoughts. you will see, in the end you're going to make peace with yourself. and that's the greatest thing in the world.