Fuck feelings 🖤🥀

Somewhere i can't escape, am running from myself
Somewhere in between in love and broken, I'm in hell

Drownin' in all my regrets
All just the same in the end
Over and over again
All that we do is pretend

So many contradictions, contemplations
It's getting harder and harder too.....

How do i feel what i dont understand?!

I dream so much and i just cant seem to find an answer for what am living for
what is life?!