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Lila Gizmo

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Lila Gizmo
Everyone always say, "new year, new me/life/start" ect, and most of the time people never do anything to change that, but I started mine yesterday. It isn't a secret that for the past month I had something with my real life friend Jamie, but it was just one big complication, and I was done sugar coating the situation, so I put it out straight and whatever him and I were, is completely over with. He's a great friend, but with how he's handled things between him and I, just showed me he is not at all boyfriend material.
Then there's the friendships I'm going to work hard on getting back, I'm already regaining my friendship with Hayley/Tace, and honestly it's making me so happy and I'm looking forward to seeing her in real life again this year, the same with Robyn/Kayley, I know that this one is going to be difficult but I will work my ass off to get a friendship with her again. IF YOU'RE READING THIS, HI ROBYN! I had a friendship with both of these girls beyond roleplay, the moment I met the both of them in real life.
And I now have Nathan back into my life, and at first it was hard but it's getting there and I'm not leaving his side again. I have broken that promise once before, but I am not doing it again.
I want this year to be different, and if luck goes my way, after the conversation I had last night with my real life friend Matthew, there's a chance that soon, I may be able to call him mine.
My life isn't perfect, it's far from it, I have real life family problems, but I'm sure I'm not the only person on roleplay that has them, I know they are going to get worse but that it's anything I can control, eventually it will get easier, but this is just the beginning.
It's literally the beginning of the year, but 2013, I like you already. Please don't let anything fuck up.
I don't care if some of this doesn't make sense, I'm not wearing my glasses so I'm getting blurry vision lol pce.
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How do you deal with people like Robyn who are still continuously bringing up the past to use as leverage to define the person you are presently?

Veronika Gizmo
I don't understand why people constantly have to bring up the past. But if they do I state my side of the story, or my opinion, and leave it be. The past is the past for a reason.

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