Just felt stressed out and I just hate it tbh
I really don’t know how to express myself tbh
I have moments where I’m hurting and I just cry. No one understands my frustration, anger and sadness. I am trying so hard to pull myself out.
There are moments where I’m just tired, and I don’t want to do anything.
Sometimes you gotta be grateful for the people that didn’t stick around. Really shows you who’s really there for you and who’s not.
I need to continue walking away even if my heart aches
It’s crazy how some people want to make you feel bad but instead are just manipulative.
Let me tell you how we got here
Just tired, don’t wanna feel anything tbh
It’s always a battle between my heart and mind but usually the mind wins over. Sometimes it takes time for the heart to understand or accept the logic/reality of the mind.
But here is where we end and where I begin #Goodbye
Only if you knew, but I’m going to keep my distance … I need to work on myself and see things differently
Every time I watched this movie, it always reminds me of you … and I hate that deeply lol
I don’t know if we’ll ever see or talk to each other again
I admit my ego got in the way but it didn’t mean I didn’t love you, I just didn’t know it but then you pushed me away and that hurt
I just miss you so so much but maybe it’s not meant to be
Always breaking my own heart …
Sometimes letting go is the best decision.
Because you didn’t deserve how good I was to you.
And that made me hold resentment towards you. But I pray that one day I wake up to having no feelings for you, moved on and be completely detached from you. And to even remember that you ever exist in my world.
I think what hurt the most was that it was so easy for you to walk away as if I didn’t mean anything to you.