Time to stop looking for a life

That's not possible.

😂😂 I got pretty close quite a few times when I was trapped in certain situations, but I'm not the standard attention seeker wrist cutter type. If I ever start it, I'll make sure I finish it.

Wondering what's there for me to live on for, since I have no faith and no stupid dreams.

Funny that you should ask. All religion is man-made, in my eyes.

Because we've invested years in them that we can't reinvest in someone else. We don't have those years anymore, burying them means burying half our lives.

Because strangers are white pages you can start filling from the beginning, and because they're disposable. What you tell them doesn't follow you around.

I'll settle for the ghost of you.

Only if the "friendship" is boosting his testosterone.

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Nothing can change who you are and what you are by anything except giving you opportunities you didn't have before.

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You can't ever imprint on someone mentally unless they're an absolute dummy with no opinions of their own, which is, highly unlikely.

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Everyone has opinions, anyone going by yours is just suppressing theirs for whatever reason.