I didn't think anyone was here. I was so surprised to your replies. Have you been roaming the universe? How have you found it? Has it been good? Or...?
It has been void.
What ever happened to Kholood? Where did she go?
Here’s to hoping she found a better life somewhere far away from this website.
Do you believe in ghosts? No? Neither do I. But I still don't know how I came back.
Is it odd to imagine that someone you cared so strongly about, someone you spent so much time with, and who once meant so much to you, is someone that you'll never see or hear from again, for the rest of your life?
I hope this never happens.
I'd think part of being happy is knowing you're happy. Like, if you don't know you're happy, can you really be happy?
It seems that if you have, and I have, then we can't be the only ones. There must be others, don't you think? I don't even know you but I honestly believe that there will be someone that won't find anything about you to be a burden.
To truly love someone is the most unusual emotion. If you've never felt it, it has no contingencies. Feeling it is beyond control. You don't choose it, and you can't choose to stop it. If someone falls in love with you - and someone will - you'll never be a burden. Caring for you will fulfill them.
I don’t know if everyone experiences love like you do. I haven’t known anyone else who has. Except me, but I mean, we must be rare.
Can I just tell you one thing? To the right person, no matter what the issue, it's never a burden. To the person that cares for you unconditionally, all that matters is you, and caring for you is never a burden. I hope you can find such a person. Or more to the point, I hope such a person finds you.
I can’t even care for myself unconditionally. How could anyone else?
I'm sorry it took so long to reply. I just saw this now. I don't know your music taste, so it's hard to pick a song to send, but here's one. I hope you like it. Please let me know.
https://youtu.be/rE1oIhSgTgI
I’m not sure a place like that even exists. I’m not sure we ever truly leave. I might just freeze myself in one nightmarish moment forever. I just wish there was a place I could go where “here” would no longer consume my mind.
I wanted you to know that when you showed up on my feed earlier, I got kind of worried that you said you were looking for a way out of this world. I'm sorry you're feeling sad and hopeless. I've been thinking about you all night, and hope you're ok.
I’m sorry to worry you. I have burdened enough people lately. Please don’t concern yourself with me. I have to be alone for a while. There are some lessons that only pain can teach me.
I don't want to try to give advice or act like I know anything that you don't know, but if you just want an ear to listen, or just want to talk, I can do that if it'd be helpful.
Sometimes if you take a step back and just regroup for a while, you figure out another way to move forward. If you can just step back and breathe for a bit things maybe won't be as bad as they seem.