Tbh, I don’t know what to say. But maybe it’s just the inner feeling after making the decision and if you feel at peace then probably you made the right decision.
I love the girl she loves me back one day she leaves me without any reasons i try my best to stop her. After some years she came back. She was broke i helped her alot but i don't want her back in my life i know she was a mess but somehow she said she loves me and i melt down and accept her. After ..