Don't you think you'd hurt your ex if you did cheat though?
Yes. He would of deserved it. If I would of known he would turn out to be the guy he said he never would be, I probably wouldn't have been so good to me. He's hurting me by what he's doing to me and he knows it well enough. He doesn't want to be with me because he wants to date someone else so I can see how it feels. When he finds a girlfriend, imagine how hurt I'm going to be?