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hey so in case if you were wondering, i have a new ask // account.
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x x http://ask.fm/cxnnibal
x x http://wxldchild.polyvore.com/
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i decided to open this ask back up for a bit to see if any of my old friends want to talk again. aight? aight.
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i think i'm kind of done playing pretend. i'm deleting my ask tomorrow at 8pm california time. sorry, but i'm just done trying to live in this world of make believe. i need to focus on me and my real life, yanno? anyways, byee.
What books do you plan to read?
"divergent" .. i heard it was good, so.
How many games do you have on your phone?
all of them.
ugh i need to say a few things.
number one; i think this is it for polyvore and i. trust me, i do wanna go back online and act like everything's A-okay, but it's not. i'm tired of getting hurt every single time i log on. i'm tired of holding onto this pain that i'm never going to be good enough for someone. i need to start fixing the wombs that polyvore has caused me. i know i act like i'm okay with everything that's happened the past two years, but it fucking stings. every person has left an imprint on me and i need to start the long and painful healing process. i need to move on.
number two; i'm sorry if i've ever hurt you or said something rude to you or just stopped talking to you. sometimes i need to cut myself off from my friends to figure out who i am. and if i've turned you into collateral damage, i'm sorry. you are better than me and better than the things i've done to you.
lastly, if you're even contemplating deleting/leaving polyvore, listen to me - deleting is the easy part, it's the moving on that's tough. and if you find yourself stalking old friends or making a new account, take a day to think about just exactly what you're doing. i know polyvore has a lot of perks, but it also can cause emotional and self esteem problems beyond compare. you shouldn't have to put up with people who don't appreciate you. you will find a day when you never log back into polyvore, but until that day comes - try to have fun with it. do things you like to do. and don't let anyone tell you who to be.
i love you.
- stephanie ♡
number two; i'm sorry if i've ever hurt you or said something rude to you or just stopped talking to you. sometimes i need to cut myself off from my friends to figure out who i am. and if i've turned you into collateral damage, i'm sorry. you are better than me and better than the things i've done to you.
lastly, if you're even contemplating deleting/leaving polyvore, listen to me - deleting is the easy part, it's the moving on that's tough. and if you find yourself stalking old friends or making a new account, take a day to think about just exactly what you're doing. i know polyvore has a lot of perks, but it also can cause emotional and self esteem problems beyond compare. you shouldn't have to put up with people who don't appreciate you. you will find a day when you never log back into polyvore, but until that day comes - try to have fun with it. do things you like to do. and don't let anyone tell you who to be.
i love you.
- stephanie ♡
What can you do that others can't do?
be a complete ass to people and still expect them to talk to me. :)
What is your favorite thing in your room?
my pillow, holla.
holly. ♡
kik me.
i'm not posting your question for personal reasons. ♡
i'm not posting your question for personal reasons. ♡
ugh can you get ahold of mom for me?
yeah, what do you need me to tell her?
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okay, i have decided any crushtag notes i get will be replied to on here. ♡
"What happened with you and Harrison?" - we broke up, duh. No, there's more to the story than that and i have time, so why don't i break this down for you. we were dating. i wanted to leave me bootylicious account. i deleted. we still talked on here. we never had an official break up when i wasn't on polyvore. i made a new account (ughfreckles). he asked me if we were together or not. i told him i wanted him to be happy. we broke up. he's dating a girl that deserves him. the end. :-)
"What happened with you and Harrison?" - we broke up, duh. No, there's more to the story than that and i have time, so why don't i break this down for you. we were dating. i wanted to leave me bootylicious account. i deleted. we still talked on here. we never had an official break up when i wasn't on polyvore. i made a new account (ughfreckles). he asked me if we were together or not. i told him i wanted him to be happy. we broke up. he's dating a girl that deserves him. the end. :-)