it's like you're awake but everything's dreamlike and slow. i cant move anything except my eyes. it's like my body parts are made of lead. and sometimes i can feel someone underneath me just holding me in place and i cant turn my head to see their face. all around the room there are shadows just moving, and sometimes instead of shadows there are people. people i've never seen in my life. and they all have their heads turned towards me. they dont say anything. and all i can do is watch and i cant scream or anything. i hear them whisper in my ear and i cant make out what they're saying but i know it scares me. and i can feel someone just dragging their fingers along my legs and arms but i cant see anything doing it. and then it's like everything disappears and i'm awake. it's very terrifying for me and nothing helps. some people just lucid dream and they don't even mean to and that's my life summed up lol