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I liked Treees when I read it a few years ago, feel like I want to read something similar now, any recommendations?
havent read/written anything that length in years & nothing comes to mind, apologies
I mean first break into publishing. like who was the first place to publish You? And how did you make that happen? I'm trying to break into the industry. Thanks! :3
the majority of my oeuvre is self-published, its v hard for me to discern the set of circumstances that led to my being published elsewhere bc it involved interpersonal relationships & unconventional submission & solicitation methods, most of my writing can be found here http://bit.ly/smmwrt, maybe some of the publications there are open for submission
who produced "foreward?"
i did ( referring to: https://soundcloud.com/spatiumdeus/foreward-nvr-again )
You wouldn't drink a glass of that blue liquid in 8 balls, but you would drink your own semen?
i probably wldnt drink a glass of my own ejaculate but i have no problem w tasting or swallowing it, i havent researched it but i imagine the 8-ball liquid is toxic at low doses, ejaculate isnt
Do you have a passion for writing do u go in a dopamine induce trance is writing cathartic for you is it a self healing method is it a poetic vocation?
no no yes yes no
in my view writing is one of many things ppl have grown accustomed to doing for an infinite variety of reasons corresponding to the manifold life experience of the prsn who practices it & it happens to mean a great deal to a select few based on having read something that compelled them or having gotten enthusiastic praise from someone they admire or having wanted deeply to express something to someone & cldnt divine an alternate means
i do it for the reasons mentioned above & bc i feel occasionally compelled to, especially when i feel intensely burdened w knowledge or emotion i feel restricted from sharing due to prudence, oppression, or my own commitment to keep others secrets secret, so its mostly a cathartic/therapeutic ritual in my current way of thinking abt it, tho i think for some, it cld be viewed as an addiction or vocation or passion
how did you get your first break?
into what ? not sure ive gotten it yet
how do you respond to queries so fast?
there is an ask.fm app on my phone & i receive a notification when i get a new q
have you ever tasted your own semen?
do you need to have sex?
my personal definition of 'need' presupposes a life-or-death context, so, currently, no
i need to have sex?
i need to have sex
would you drink a glass of that blue liquid in magic 8 balls
have you ever had the sex?
do u ever get random emails from fans of your writing?
I'm not being sarcastic. I'm genuinely interested in how the rest of your life goes.Why do you think that is so? I think you have built a considerable catalog of work. Also, Do you think you will become more famous as time goes on?
having trouble discerning if 'why do u think that is so ?' is a question abt why i think ur interested in how my life plays out or something unrelated
if its the former, i feel unsure, maybe ur an empath or view me as a growth partner or guide or child or peer, but for whatever reason u bonded to me & for that im grateful & hope we can continue to impress the gravity of our lives onto e/o in healthy & nurturing ways
im content w the idea of dying in obscurity, but based on the breadth of my oeuvre & general lack of recognition in the present i feel compelled to think im more likely to be celebrated posthumously than in life esp since that wld be in keeping w the current systematized method for treating black life & black ppl doing work w empathy for their community like nonentities until its too late
i think ur the most relevant writer in alt lit tbh
how does it feel to be a famous writer, essential to alt-lit's history?
'neutral' seems like the most accurate answer
how's your life going now? good or bad?
'neutral' seems like the most accurate answer
no, you actually did. you looked at me one day as i tried to say hi to you and just ignored me
i believe u, i dont remember this at all, i apologize
why did you ignore me in high school.
idk, this is a compelling question but i have no idea who asked it & my high schools population was enormous, a possible answer is that i was a conservative evangelical christian asshole w a lot of internalized white supremacist & patriarchal behavior, but that may be too broad an excuse to count as a valid explanation for my actions, this is all assuming i actually ignored u & u arent inaccurately perceiving that i ignored u, which i guess cld also be possible
did anything come out after you put out yr mixtape that made you feel like 'well i tried my best but these ppl schooled my ass doing the same style way better' i felt that way when tao & mira put out 'selected tweets' after i soft-launched 'watching fox news on mute'austin xxxx islam
not so far, i think im familiar w that feeling to a degree but i think im p practiced at reflecting & acknowledging different work moves ppl differently, sometimes i feel soloviveium [ http://bit.ly/slvvm ] is as finished & 'perfect' as i cld make it, other times i feel like i wish id spent more time on it or approached the project differently altogether, but currently i feel comfortable w it in that it exists as it exists, its not 'beyonce' or 'yeezus' or 'lp1' or 'iyrtitl', all of which inspired it, but the good/bad binary of something being better or worse than it isnt a way i feel capable of processing it, esp since its something i just made by myself in my bedroom, if it were a collaborative effort it wldnt be what it is, so comparing it to other work seems untrill #soloviveium
whos ur manager?
doubt theyd be ok w me publicly announcing their name w/o prior consent
2 ppl went to ur spreecast release party? is that true?
not including myself & my manager, 3 ppl, 5 total