i don't know who you are, but its nothing personal, i can almost assure you.
i honestly don't really talk to anyone almost ever over the internet because 99% of the time i get so anxious even trying to open my inbox (fb, texts, dm's, etc) that i start panicking. Around people in person, none of that really happens anymore.
it sounds stupid, but that's really what happens and it sucks because i'd love to have a normal social life, but a normal social life requires the internet/messaging nowadays and it's really hard for me even on my best day.
like i think i have 6 non-work/non-family phone numbers, in the past 6 months i've texted 2 of them, and since the year's started, i only texted one of them to tell them happy new year and it took me all day to get calm enough to send it.
it fucking sucks.
but i wouldn't have been able to do it a year ago.
baby steps.
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