past xiuhan/present xiulay pt ii

"look, this is such an awkward timing... i'm sure we can catch up some way else. maybe."
luhan hears the reluctance; luhan has always been good at reading between the lines, he's always the quiet, smart one in the band, the one who knows everyone's moods even without anyone saying anything. he knows it but he doesn't show it, giving yixing that bright smile once more. "maybe," he echoes before falling silent.
"you made him so sad, you know." this, yixing realises, makes luhan still. "you broke him. doesn't matter that we disbanded right after you left but minseok... he had it the worst."
"and i'm sorry," luhan whispers. six more stops. yixing asks luhan where he's getting off, no malice in his voice this time, but the damage is done. luhan looks like he has been struck hard by yixing's words.
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i... got stuck here... oh god i'm so sorry anon!!!! but to sum it up yixing gets off the train before luhan and yes, that's the end of this layhan thingie and he never tells minseok about meeting luhan because he doesn't want to see minseok sad again, if that makes sense? in an alternate universe (of this au lol) luhan would have forced his cell phone number into yixing's hand and yixing stuffs that piece of paper into his back pocket and then when minseok does the laundry, he sees the paper, calls the number and realises it's luhan!!!! and they talk shit out but endgame is xiulay!!!!! ok that's it i'm really sorry for this ;~~~~~~~;
luhan hears the reluctance; luhan has always been good at reading between the lines, he's always the quiet, smart one in the band, the one who knows everyone's moods even without anyone saying anything. he knows it but he doesn't show it, giving yixing that bright smile once more. "maybe," he echoes before falling silent.
"you made him so sad, you know." this, yixing realises, makes luhan still. "you broke him. doesn't matter that we disbanded right after you left but minseok... he had it the worst."
"and i'm sorry," luhan whispers. six more stops. yixing asks luhan where he's getting off, no malice in his voice this time, but the damage is done. luhan looks like he has been struck hard by yixing's words.
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i... got stuck here... oh god i'm so sorry anon!!!! but to sum it up yixing gets off the train before luhan and yes, that's the end of this layhan thingie and he never tells minseok about meeting luhan because he doesn't want to see minseok sad again, if that makes sense? in an alternate universe (of this au lol) luhan would have forced his cell phone number into yixing's hand and yixing stuffs that piece of paper into his back pocket and then when minseok does the laundry, he sees the paper, calls the number and realises it's luhan!!!! and they talk shit out but endgame is xiulay!!!!! ok that's it i'm really sorry for this ;~~~~~~~;