You know, I used to once upon a time. But I have realised it's not worth it. There's nothing worth the heartache it brings your loved ones, depriving yourself of the person you could become, the people you could meet, the goals you could achieve, the strife it will cause to many. It's not an answer or a way out. Its a means to an end that causes more hurt and heartache than there ever was before. If you yourself are thinking about this, I hope you take a step back and think about that. And think about it good. There's always gonna be someone who loves you, someone who will miss you. Your misery won't stop, it just transfers to others. ❤
Melody Chuks also answered this question with: "Thought of Benz a few nights."