why do you swear so much if you are a christian?
Haha this is actually a great question but before I answer it, I am going to tell you that all this will sound like a lot of excuses, but it is what it is, so suck it up.
Yeah, I am Christian, I love/believe in God but it doesn't mean I am a good one. Most people think Christianity is a religion where you read an old book and follow it and be good, but it's actually a relationship with God where there is love, trust, and commitment just like any other relationship. If you're interested to know more, ask another question because I don't want to go off tangent on this. But yeah, as for me, I have a huge problem with trust and commitment, and no I am not that girl that just got dumped and thinks she can never trust another man. It's something I developed over the years due to other problems where I naturally focus on self will power. I like to be independent, and if you know me, you know this is true. This also means handling my problems and emotions alone, and again no, I am not that girl that says "it's fine" to get passive aggressive attention. I swear because it's an outlet for my emotions, is it healthy? no. But as for know, it's kinda helping. Yes, I should be more reliant on God, but just like any struggle it takes time, so as for our relationship? It's a work in progress.
Yeah, I am Christian, I love/believe in God but it doesn't mean I am a good one. Most people think Christianity is a religion where you read an old book and follow it and be good, but it's actually a relationship with God where there is love, trust, and commitment just like any other relationship. If you're interested to know more, ask another question because I don't want to go off tangent on this. But yeah, as for me, I have a huge problem with trust and commitment, and no I am not that girl that just got dumped and thinks she can never trust another man. It's something I developed over the years due to other problems where I naturally focus on self will power. I like to be independent, and if you know me, you know this is true. This also means handling my problems and emotions alone, and again no, I am not that girl that says "it's fine" to get passive aggressive attention. I swear because it's an outlet for my emotions, is it healthy? no. But as for know, it's kinda helping. Yes, I should be more reliant on God, but just like any struggle it takes time, so as for our relationship? It's a work in progress.
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