Yes, God still loves you and always will! Nothing you've done or could ever do will change His love for you. But, just because God loves you, and He does, doesn't mean that He always loves what you do and how you live your life. And that's to each of us, not just you. You're not wrong for feeling the way that you feel. In fact, you likely have no control over the feelings that you're experiencing, they're just there. Remember this, God doesn't judge us based upon what we "feel," He judges us based upon how we respond, that is, our actions. No matter what we "feel," we always have a choice. We have a choice to do what's right by God's standard. Not our parents, not our church or Pastor, but by God's standard. The bible tells us in Jeremiah 17:9 that the heart is deceitful and that it cannot be trusted. We can want some things that aren't good for us. That's why wrong things can feel right. This is why God has given us a standard to live by because without it, we would live and act according to how we feel, which changes from day to day and even hour to hour. Dating guys isn't necessarily an antidote to not being attracted to women. This attraction is like any other temptation—it is there by design to make you sin. So now, what will your response be? There's much more to this because it's not a simple issue. We'll be praying for you still and if you'd like to continue discussing this further, or even receiving some counseling to help recover from this, let us know! We love you and we're standing with you.