I literally felt this whole thing I'm going through the exact same thing but I think I'm just gonna change schools idk if that's an option for you. But I have no friends and I'm sad all the time now so ultimately I just think the school is a toxic environment that I need go remove myself from :)
Am I your therapist now?
And I know it freaking sucks
And I know it freaking sucks
Oh man
Bruh I’m literally going through the same thing but don’t worry it’ll get better
Everyone's freshman year sucks. But don't care about what other people think about you, and don't give yourself time to just think about nothing, in my experience it just welcomes depressing thoughts.
Just get through school and trust me I promise to u it will get better I promise and stay out of trouble and it should be good
Just go for yourself don't for other :)