i'm fucking crying because wow i think my heart just leap out of my chest. the fact that i literally DON'T have the time to keep up with shinee hasn't made me love them any less. it hasn't made me love key any less...
nOT reALLY
gore...drug abuse....psychological themes....era fics.
hELL YES. usho (htenusho) is a big one. stillbirthling, but she left /sob (she was my FAVE). sahar (volti_subito).
uHMMM. um. uhm. um. uahmdmfds. not to be cliche, but probably zico and eminem,
same
shitty as usual omfg i hate working all the time
it's actually from mythology! Lamia was a Libyan queen who became a child-eating demon. she was also in a poem by John Keats where he described her as being half serpent (below the waist). in the early Final Fantasy games she's a recurring, serpentine enemy and in the later ones she has her own line of weapons and accessories, usually with magical properties.
aha it's really not out of the blue. everyone wants me to finish it.
but unfortunately i don't see it happening ;;;
you're completely fucking wrong why would you even assume that
you must be new.
to be honest i really don't want to go down this road bc i have very good friends that are ELF and i still have a large amount of followers left over from my ELF days and i don't want to offend them any more than i already have. i'd be willing to debate the subject in private but i don't want to publicize it.
Thanks! yeah, i think i'm just very vocal about my friendships and i mention them a lot. but of course as soon as it's with a boy, people are quick to call me "in love" and "obsessive" even though I'm openly gay. and that aspect of it DOES annoy me, bc it's so sexist, as if females can't have male best friends EVEN IF THEY'RE NOT EVEN ATTRACTED TO THAT GENDER. suddenly everything that would be platonic if it were two heterosexual dudes is a one sided attraction just bc we're of opposite sexes. and the gay one is the one in love, because she's a girl. it's just a double standard that i try to shoot down as often as possible.
but wow hey that was a rant that you didn't really need to hear omg i'm sorry ;;; i hope we can talk too! i think i'm pretty easy to talk to? i always say this but no one ever tries to talk to me /sob
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Super Junior.
me too wow
no lol. we're really really good friends and he is a huge part of my fandom life. he talks about me just as much as i talk about him. the only reason i asked his "fans" to come forward about their beef tonight was because he got yet another anon on his ask.fm calling me a bitch. that happened about 2 hours ago.
but on a daily basis? i talk to him. every day. for hours at a time. because we're close and we communicate outside of twitter, too. that's not an obsession, that's a friendship.
i mean, it's one of those things where his followers know who i am and my followers know who he is. if it was an obsession it'd be one sided. but we're both equally gay with each other so i don't really see how that's anything negative at all tbh.
shinee was one of the groups that got me into kpop! actually RDD was one of the first kpop vids i EVER saw back in 2009 along with Sorry, Sorry.
i can't say they were the first bc i was into Boa when i was in middle school, but they were one of the first groups i was serious about. the other being Super Junior.
he actually does have fangirls! he has had multiple people who openly call themselves his fangirls, make tumblr fanpages for him and write slash fanfic about him and minho (with me as the villain, apparently). he definitely has fans.
but don't say he's nothing special. he's a really //nice//, genuine person with a witty sense of humour. he's sarcastic and clever and can actually hold an intelligent conversation. he makes me laugh every day, but at the same time retains this admirable modesty. he really doesn't think he's that cool and doesn't have an ego at all, which is rare with tumblr famous editors. he's just a very down to earth dude and i feel priviledged to be one of his closest friends.
bc i've been getting hate from roy's fans for a while now and while i have a guess as to //why// they hate me, i don't want to assume the worst without hearing from them first because that would be presumptuous. i would rather them come to me and explain their problem with me before i make assumptions.
Japan, because i've wanted to go there since I was 7
hmmmm?
how do you know i don't know it IRL? do you know me IRL? because i'm only CONFIDENT about things i know 100% about and have taken the time to research, study and generally understand from all sides.
unless it's an opinon, in which i STATE it's an opinion. but even still, all of my opinions have research to back them up.
i understand where you're coming from, but please don't presume to know me IRL and know the extent of my knowledge and understanding of a certain subject.
oh good this is good! i'm glad you came to me about this bc i was curious but actually no i don't think ALL of roy's fangirls hate me but i do know that a lot of them do (and their reasons are probably different but anyway).
but let's address your issues first. i suppose i can be pushy, but i don't really see it that way and i don't think any of my friends see me as //pushy//? i think it depends on how well you know me and you see it and what your personality type is. to someone who isn't used to my personality or isn't good with dealing with blunt, outspoken people or just doesn't like that kind of thing, i can see how it could come across as pushy. i get that.
i do have a beef with the whole "dark soul" thing. people know i'm dark. i don't really go to any means of hiding it. i write darkfic and i write it well. i'm proud of that. yes, i have an underlying evil that's layered beneath all my bravado and affection but you know what? that's a very personal thing. it's mine and only mine. i wouldn't even use it against, on or around my SEXUAL OR ROMANTIC PARTNERS. i'm a submissive for God's sake, which is the //opposite// of sadistic. but it's who i am. it belongs to me and it is something that i keep closely tethered to my heart. i would never let it touch anyone i care about.
so if something that doesn't and will never affect you bothers you, that means that who i am deep down, my //nature// and humanity bothers you.
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Not in my opinion. Sexuality is fluid. It isn't black and white. There shades of grey and variations and subsexualities. If you're mostly attracted to the same sex but selectively attracted to a female you're not heterosexual (ONLY attracted to the same sex) but you're not homosexual (only attracted to the opposite sex) either. But labels don't really matter, do they? Tbh you're probably hetero, you just have a very strong emotional attachment to a female friend of yours. I see that all the time.
My mom knows but she doesn't believe me so she keeps introducing me to boys. My dad knows I like girls but he stays out of it. I never told my grandmother and the rest of my family doesn't know.