So a couple years ago one of my good friends' posted shit on fb that i saw that nightsaying goodbye and talking about how we we won't be seeing her anymore and I thought she was just fucking around but that night she ended up killing herself and to this day I still feel guilty as fuck...
I could understand why you feel guilty. But it's not your fault. Dont ever feel like that. Cause it will eat you alive. Just now be more observant okay??