Yo
Damn, its been months since an entry. How you fuckerz doing? Seriously, I've been on here since late 2017 and just now I'm starting to get followers, crazy? Lol I never thought any of my shit was going to get read, but here you fuckerz are. Anyways, whats been going on with me? Same old same old. Still looking for that special someone and guess what!? I found her! She smells like roses, is fun to cuddle and listens to me as we sleep at night! Shes my bed. It's my bed. Lmao so yeah, in short I gave up on dating. Honestly, too many girls ignoring, unmatching and just ghosting me for nothing. Legit had a girl the other week with so much potential. She was cute, lived in my city and shared the same pessimistic behavior. Though she unmatched me months prior and forgotten who the hell I was, I still gave it a chance as I am very lonely man. Lol anyways, we bonded on tinder, were both looking for a relationship and went to snapchat where we joked every other day until I said "Hey, we should hang out!" To where she responded "DEFINTELY!" I overzealous and thought about how things were finally going right for me. But then she continued right after with "BTW I'm exclusive to someone right now..im dating someone else. Hope that won;t be a problem" Then I blocked her, ghosted her. The end. that felt good. bitch. Anyways, after that its just been terrible. With what ever hope I had left I swiped until I matched with a couple of potential girl. Could I say finally, at last? I could! Turns out, two unmatched me after 4 days and the other spoke with me for sometime than changed her bio and left me on reserved. Yeah, finally, after that I deleted this piece of shit app! lmao I'm sad now but better. It hurts thinking about that I might not find someone for a very long time or hell if ever. I'm hitting my 30s real soon, and I'm reclusive. These dating apps are pretty much all I had, so it feels like my love life is finally over and I got the bad ending. Cant restart this one. But, as pessimistic as I'm becoming, It feels better than putting my whole name and image up for these toxic ass bitches to laugh at. Honestly, I'd rather be lonely for the rest of my life than throw my self at loves filthy, cold hearted feet ever again. All that misery, chaining you down. Hurts to be alone, but I'm finally free at last. I guess that's all I want now. I don't want to fall in love again, but rather fall out of it. Too much pain. Anyways, thats whats been up with me. NGL I still see couples and pretty girls and silently wish it was me or hope well find eachother grabbing the same nutella jar late one night. Lol peace