What are the confessions of your ill mind?
I can end up saying things like 'my soul needs escape' or 'I destroy everything I touch' but I know its too cliche and too early to reach that conclusion. A span of 21 years is not enough to decide that, unless you don't plan to live any further. So these confessions will all be too much, an exaggeration of myself; probably to glorify my being or present it as mysterious. I wouldn't want that.