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A month or so until school. I've been great. What have you been doing? Same stuff as always?

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glad to hear you have been doing well my enigmatic young friend!
u guessed it, like u said I'm the same. im always more or less the same. although a while back i had a day I thought would be my last, but it wasn't. it had been a long time since I felt that sort of accute desperation. but in the end I waited and after sleeping I got through it. so back to the daily grind once again. its sunny again today. could use some clouds.... so if you have any extra send them over!!

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Did getting through that bad day encourage you not to make spontaneous decisions even if you felt like it?

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its something I'm aware of. that's often the case with everyone. you try to get through the hour or whatever but tbh I just carry with me such a thick and heavy feeling of inevitably. so its like what's the point? like just sac up and seize the moment and do what I feel must be done sort of thing. like a chore I keep putting of is what I can attribute it to I guess.
idk. I did contemplate leaving some kind of goodbye on here because I didn't want you to think I was ignoring you or something. I went back and forth with the idea but in the end it wasn't necessary obviously. I did shut off my pc tho and I never do that cus I'm afraid if I do it will never reboot and I'll have to factory reset it like I've had to do in that past on multiple occasions!!!!! hahaha
and to my good fortune it started up alright the following day :)

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You drove really well, I remember you made a swift turn when you parked in front of your house. Like really close to it. And you had a white fence. So unfortunately I think it was your car :^) And the someone was one of those guys from the Chinese place, but he wasn't in the car.

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did I get charged the 40¢ from the Chinese guy? cus then I would have to classify your dream as a nightmare!!!

I had a dream you were driving a white car and talking to someone and I was sleeping on the backseats.

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omg I hope u had your shoes off! ( > _ < )
although if it wasn't my car (shoulnt be since i dont have a white one....although maybe its the future you saw!!???!!!) you can grind Finland's finest feet on the back seats shoes and all to your heart's content!
who was this other person? any ideas? and most importantly how was my driving? up to par I hope!! :)

Is it a cloudy day today?

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its dark now but it was mostly sunny today. how have you been? starting school soon I think yeah?

I love everything about your choice of words. I think you said it feels bad you can't spend an hour thinking of what to say and how to say it but I love it nonetheless. Have a nice day sir.

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I tend to be more brief when I'm half asleep hahaha. have yourself an exceptional day peanut :)

Would you be mad if I deliberately spammed you to always wake you up?

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no way! instead of sheep ill count notification sounds and sleep like an adolescent log.

Did I wake you up? Wasn't it late there? You said you live near Chicago so I just assume it's 7:15 AM now.

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like I said I wake up all the time in the middle of the night and ill look at my phone sometimes. the notification sound doesn't necessarily ever wake me

Are you a hot weather or cold weather type of person?

hard to say without knowing specific temperatures. ill just say you can prepare/dress for either. plus we are blessed with central heating and air. so nowadays its not as vital a factor.

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