What are you most proud of ?
For the most part, I'd have to say how well I've kept myself 'composed' since Liz and I last broke up. I've done pretty good for myself in my attempts to, not exactly move on, but to keep her outta my life and keep my head looking in the right direction.
Some might say it was cowardly on my part in resorting to leaving Geraldton because I couldn't handle the whole situation (which it totally was, I'll be the first to call myself an immature little bitch for bailing) but it's my way of coping and handling the whole ordeal. The alternative was staying in Geraldton and being miserable for a good majority of my days because I missed/do miss her. I would've just over-thought things and done (even more) things I would end up regretting.
She has/had a new man(? I dunno what's going on with that and I don't frankly care) and that's her way of moving on. So be it. If she's happy, I'm happy. I have no say in it otherwise.
Moving here was MY way of dealing and for the first time in a few years, I'm happy without her in my life. I've not looked back ONCE since I decided to stay here and I don't plan on doing so at all. I'm proud of being able to stick to that and keep myself from dragging her back into the shitstorm that is my love life.
We're both better off that way.
Some might say it was cowardly on my part in resorting to leaving Geraldton because I couldn't handle the whole situation (which it totally was, I'll be the first to call myself an immature little bitch for bailing) but it's my way of coping and handling the whole ordeal. The alternative was staying in Geraldton and being miserable for a good majority of my days because I missed/do miss her. I would've just over-thought things and done (even more) things I would end up regretting.
She has/had a new man(? I dunno what's going on with that and I don't frankly care) and that's her way of moving on. So be it. If she's happy, I'm happy. I have no say in it otherwise.
Moving here was MY way of dealing and for the first time in a few years, I'm happy without her in my life. I've not looked back ONCE since I decided to stay here and I don't plan on doing so at all. I'm proud of being able to stick to that and keep myself from dragging her back into the shitstorm that is my love life.
We're both better off that way.