Ask @goodvibesonly__:

Did you ever see a mouse in your house?

noup
“My friend once told me that if I had decided to let something go, I’d need to hold that one thing tight and count from ten to one.
Ten. I want to go out for coffee alone and go to places I’ve been wanting to go to without the fear of running into you. I don’t want to avoid my life anymore because of my past.
Nine. I want to go home without being afraid that everything would feel the same as when I had left. I want to stop associating ‘home’ to such a terrible place just because you’re there.
Eight. I wanna say your name without feeling my chest tighten. As common as your name gets, be it a noun or a verb, I wanna say it straight up – not censor it, not say it backwards. I wanna say it like it never meant anything.
Seven. I have to stop wishing you the worst. I want to stop caring about your future. I don’t want to have any thoughts about you anymore.
Six. I need to stop waiting for that day when you’d realize that you’re sorry for hurting and throwing away someone like me. That won’t change anything anyway. I’m happy and stronger after you. I am better after you.
Five. I must stop blaming myself for all the shit that I had to go through because you existed in my life. I have to forgive myself.
Four. I have to stop being angry at you for not taking me seriously. For never answering my calls, for ignoring all my questions, and for leaving me to answer them on my own. I want to stop all this rage at her just because she was the reason why you didn’t come back. I want to live in peace.
Three. I wanna stop telling myself that I’m a bad person. I shouldn’t be defined by my mistakes. I should stop beating myself up everyday just to make myself feel that I’m making up for it.
Two. I need to stop believing that I am worthless just because you decided to throw me away. I don’t want to be defined by the way you see me, or how you came to know me, or who you thought I was. You never really knew me.
One. I have to stop rewinding to that day when I first met you. I need to stop thinking of what could have been if we had never met. I have to accept what happened. I have to accept that you left.”

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Good morning, peeps! It's the weekend tomorrow! What are y'all having for breakfast??😊

Nini
i can’t really eat in the morning :/
“And then one student said that happiness is what happens when you go to bed on the hottest night of the summer, a night so hot you can’t even wear a t-shirt and you sleep on top of the sheets instead of under them, although try to sleep is probably more accurate. And then at some point late, late, late at night, say just a bit before dawn, the heat finally breaks and the night turns into cool and when you briefly wake up, you notice that you’re almost chilly, and in your groggy half-consciousness, you reach over and pull the sheet around you and just that flimsy sheet makes it warm enough and you drift back off into a deep sleep. And it’s that reaching, that gesture, that reflex we have to pull what’s warm - whether it’s something or someone - toward us, that feeling we get when we do that, that feeling of being safe in the world and ready for sleep, that’s happiness.”

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What is one lesson you have learnt from life that completely changed and transformed you?

that i should be my own priority and my own best friend
“you leaving wasn’t the end of the world. I thought it was. that day you left, I thought it was the end of the world. but I eventually stopped crying and I got up off the floor and I woke up the next morning. it was not the end of the world, the sun had not exploded, nor had the continents been swallowed by the ocean.
I thought you leaving was the end of the world, and maybe it was, in a way. you leaving was the end of that world, that world with you and me in it, together. I think that world still exists, just not here. but in this world I got out of bed and chose to wear a blue shirt and shorts and I made myself cereal for breakfast and when I checked my phone and I didn’t have a text from you, it felt like the end of the world all over again.
I cannot tell you how many times it felt like the end of the world, like when I saw your face again and there was a vacant of feeling. I went home that day and I cried so hard I forgot to breathe. but I got up again and washed my face and I took my medicine and I went on with my life because the world doesn’t stop just because you broke my heart. the world doesn’t work that way. if your heart is broken that is your problem and you have to find a way to make your own chest stop burning because the earth is going to keep revolving around the sun and time doesn’t have sympathy for anyone.”

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Oooh shit All of this I’m really shocked 😳 I like what you say and I’m gonna take your advise about having fun bad ass 😂😂😂

Mühammad Al-Dahamsheh #HKJ
❤️
“Do yourself a favor and learn how to walk away. When a connection starts to fade, learn how to let it go. When a person starts to mistreat you, learn how to move on.. to something and someone better. Don’t waste your energy trying to force something that isn’t meant to be.. Because the truth is.. for every person who doesn’t value you - there are tons more waiting to love you better. Do you better.”

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Followed ☺

#BrokenWingsButLearningToFly
following you too❤️
“We tend to think animals are lower than us, but all the scientists in the world couldn’t design and operate a bumblebee’s wing. We can’t jump or run very fast, and we can’t carry vast weights like an ant can. We can’t see in the dark and we can’t fly except crammed in a noisy tube like sardines, which doesn’t count. Humans compared to animals are almost totally deaf, and we can’t smell a fart in an elevator by their standards. We are finite and separate, and neurotic, while the consciousness of an animal is at peace and eternal. We strive and go crazy to become more important. Animals rest and sleep and enjoy the company of each other. We think we have evolved upwards from animals but we have lost almost all of their qualities and abilities. The idea that animals don’t have consciousness or that they don’t have a soul is rather crass. It shows a lack of consciousness. They talk, they have families, they feel things, they act individually or together to solve problems, they often care of their young as a tribal unit. They play, they travel, and medicate themselves when they get sick. They cry when others in the herd die, they know about us humans. Of course they have a soul, a very pristine one. We humans are only now attempting with the recent rise in consciousness to achieve the soul that animals have naturally.”

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Ur english is oerfect if ur from croatia🤣💕im from zg too

English level C2 baby😉
“She was the kind of girl who no one really noticed at first. She’d sit there quietly without a sound and if you said hi you’d be lucky to get a smile and a nod.
But if you looked closely, you would notice her fingers tapping on the desk, playing an imaginary piano. You would hear her humming under her breath, just loud enough to orchestrate an entire symphony for one and avoid the ‘what are you singing?’. And if you asked her what she thought about ‘that film’ you’d probably end up talking to yourself, because she would much rather you ask her opinion on the creation of the universe or how war and poverty are justified.
In fact, she didn’t mind that no one noticed her, because when she was loud the ground trembled beneath her feet and the mountains echoed her roar. Her loudness wasn’t something everyone could handle, so when he walked up to her and they began talking about the world in all its wonder, her heart gave a little sigh, as if to say “Oh, there you are. I’ve been looking for you.””

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Are u ok?

I am, are you? ❤️
“I want your Monday morning
sleep soaked eyes
dream drenched voice,
lazy bones ‘five more minutes please babe.’
I want your Tuesday afternoon
coffee break,
glasses off, laughter on
‘just hold me for a while
it’s been a hard day.’
I want your Wednesday evening
fingers through hair
teeth nibbling nails
neck craning, eye glazing ‘this paperwork never ends’
I want your Thursday night
drinks for two
bones unbind
muscles let loose
flats, slacks, ‘just me and you’
I want your finally Friday
stretch soul smile,
sun sipping light
from the glaciers in your eyes
fingers unfurl, hands extends ‘c’mon babe, let’s go wild’
I want your weekend.
your movie marathon Saturday
reading by the fireplace
kissing in the blankets
want your Sunday morning
orange juice and pancakes
white sheets, tender skin
hair like the Fourth of July ‘let’s not get out of bed today.’
I want your ordinary
and your stress, rest, release
I want your bad day and that terrible night
I want you drunk in my arms
forgetting the place but never my name
I want your lazy and your lonely
and your fist full of fight
I want you everyday
in every way
for the rest of my life.”

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Hey!

Hi!
“Yes, I am an introvert. No, I’m not shy. No, I’m not stuck up. No, I’m not antisocial. I’m just listening. I’m just observing. I can’t stand small talk... But I’ll talk about life for hours. I’d rather be home with a close friend or two than among a crowd of acquaintances. Don’t scold me in public. Don’t embarrass me in public. Respect that I am reserved. And if I open myself up to you, know that means you’re very special to me.”

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Super new and you’re the first person Im following. I need positivity in my life haha

glad you joined the fam😊
“I’m at the point in my life where I need you to be straight up honest and back up every word you say with actions. If you miss me, tell me. If you wanna see me, show up or ask me to come over. If you’re upset with me or something in general, tell me. I’ve done the whole playing games, chasing hearts around that never belonged to me. I’m done doing it. If you want me, I’m here, where I’ve been. Say what you mean and mean what you say.”

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..!✴️✴️ⓈⓅⒶⒸⒺ✴️✴️!..

!☬♆ᏦᏋᏁ✥ᏦᏬᏁ♆☬!
“I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone. I like eating alone, and listening to music alone. It gives me time to think, and set my mind free. But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.”

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Where are you from?

Zagreb, Croatia
“no other person on this planet was made for you, they were made for themselves. love is all about choices. no one is going to be perfect for you, and i think we need to stop raising everyone on the belief that someone out there, just one other person in the whole world, was “made for you” because it isn’t true. no one is made for you, besides you. other people belong to themselves. if you want to make it work with someone, it’s about hard work, understanding, compassion, communication, and choice.”

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パトリック
“I don’t know when it happened, or why it happened. You just stopped. There were no more phone calls in the middle of the night when you couldn’t sleep, no more texts that read “I miss you”. The only time you said I was beautiful is when I asked. Not that I needed your validation, I just missed hearing it. When you answered the phone, your voice sounded dull. The excuses were “I’m tired”, or “I don’t feel well”. I never knew the right words to say until the conversation has ended; my talking just felt like crunching leaves under your feet. You’d walk over me subconsciously; I felt like I was the gum on the bottom of your shoe. You’d get rid of me faster than you’d make me stay. I always held on a little too tight, or a little too long. I guess I was just waiting for the favor to be returned. But, your arms became cemented to your sides, like walls around your soul. I became the vines growing up the bricks trying to be tall enough to get a peak of what’s going on inside. I never was tall enough; I never was good enough. Soon, the I love you’s just slipped your mind, and you forgot. I stopped noticing how long it took you to reply, and it became our new normal. The nights we went without talking, the mornings without the good. The days we talked for five minutes, it was all normal. You stopped, so I’ll stop. Or, at least I’ll try...”

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What song do you listen to when feeling down and one song when feeling happy?

Wolf Time
it’s kinda weird but Back To You by Selena Gomez makes me sort of sad.. and my all time favorite song will always be Talking Body by Tove Lo
“”I’m sorry, you didn’t deserve that.”
“No...I kinda did.”
He looked at her, puzzled.
“I...don’t think I understand.”
“I knew he was hurting me,” she continued. “I knew he wasn’t treating me right. I knew I deserved better...but I stayed anyways. Sometimes you love someone, you love them so much, that you let them hurt you. I wanted him to touch me, even if it made me bleed. I wanted those seconds of happiness even if it meant a night of tear stained pillows. In my gut, I knew it wasn’t right, but I’d spend hours making excuses just to try to feel it was. I put myself second to put him first...and I thought...hey...maybe one day he’ll do the same for me.””

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What do you think of remaining single one's whole life?

Stephen Ind
well if the person is happy with their life, then i think it’s perfectly fine to remain single. nobody should be forced into a relationship if they’re not comfortable/ready for it.
“And I think one of the hardest things in life is having to live without knowing what would have happened if you tried. Be it a person you really want to talk to but never had the courage to try. Or giving up on traveling around the world because you had no friends to go with, and was too afraid of doing it alone.
Great opportunities in life come more than once, but they don’t come by too often. If you want a change in your life, you have to make a change in your actions. Fear is hard to overcome, but you will never be able to overcome the guilt of not knowing what will have happened if you tried. You will never know until you try, and even if it’s a bad experience, at least it’s an experience.
The hardest part of any change is to start, and once you get past that point, everything else will pretty much flow along.”

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Fav way to past the time when you're alone?

reading, making music, listening to music, watching a movie, writing,... i’m pretty much always alone so yeah.. that’s my life😂
“Lately I’ve been thinking about who I want to love, and how I want to love, and why I want to love the way I want to love, and what I need to learn to love that way, and who I need to become to become the kind of love I want to be... and when I break it all down, when I whittle it into a single breath, it essentially comes out like this: Before I die, I want to be somebody’s favorite hiding place, the place they can put everything they know they need to survive, every secret, every solitude, every nervous prayer, and be absolutely certain I will keep it safe. I will keep it safe.”

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why you write on english if u are croatian

i was never happy with how my croatian poems turned out and i hated the way they sounded. english just comes way more natural to me and i feel like i can express my feelings better that way. so yeah, ever since i was 14 i’ve only written in english. plus, by writing in english i get to reach out to more people than i would by writing in croatian.
“Maybe we’re all just looking for someone who cares enough to try. Someone who has never had the best memory, but remembers the little things about you. Someome who has always been a little shy, but opens up to you. Someone who has never been good at keeping a conversation going, but can’t shut up around you. Someone who hates driving on the highway, but spends hours on it to get to you. We’re not hoping to change them, no, we’re just hoping to matter enough to them.”

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are u bosnian?

100% croatian
“It’s strange how someone who was once my best friend became a total stranger.
When things fell apart, I wondered what a future without you would look like. I feared that the best thing that had ever happened to me vanished from my life when we said our final goodbyes. I worried you were the one, and I’d never have anything that good ever again.
There were dark times in the weeks that followed. Little reminders of you would pop up in the least likely of places and I’d feel that dull, aching pain in my chest again. I’d long for the good times and grieve over the loss of you.
Yet, in a roundabout kind of way, it’s the best thing that ever happened to me. Though I couldn’t see it back then, I eventually realized that the best person that could impact my life wasn’t someone else, it was me.
Before, I had to take your desires into account, so I made sacrifices and now, I put myself first instead.
You see, if it had worked out the way the storybook fantasy played out in my head, I wouldn’t have met nearly as many new people as I have since you and I cut ties, each of whom has contributed in a small or huge way to my life. I would have had to take you into account when it came to deciding everything over the past year from things as simple as where to eat to bigger questions such as where to live, who to spend my time with, and how to grow as one rather than two.
When I look back at it all, the moments what seemed the darkest — when my heart was beating so hard I thought it just might break out of my chest, when it hurt just to breathe, and when the flickering flame of pain ran through me every time I heard your name – it all makes sense now. I’m better off these days, even though I couldn’t see it back then. It all happened so that I could be here now, and now is exactly where I’m meant to be.
So, thank you so much after all for getting away. You brought me back to the most important person in my life: me.”

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كيف يستمر الحب ؟ ❤😌

ELB@RoN
to make love last you have to put your time and effort into it
“i’ll wince at a raised voice, i’ll ask you to stop yelling, and you’ll tell me you’re not. but my ears can’t handle loudness when my mind is so chaotic already, i’m sorry, a strong voice haunts me. when you’re mad and move hands towards me, i’ll flinch like a baby being startled in sleep, my body will jump and my soul will stand still. you won’t hit me, i know, i hope, i’m sorry. when we are laying in bed and your hand crawls up my leg, my chest will tighten and my breathing will freeze. for a moment flashbacks will play across the ceiling that becomes a projector. my heart will ache in remembrance. your peaceful sigh will break my reliving. my face towards yours, a sorry becomes a kiss. i might cry when i spill milk on your shirt, when i drop your fork before dinner, when i forget to iron your pants. i may cry when you get angry, when your eyes won’t look at me, when your jaw starts to tighten. i will, sometimes, forget you are not living to hurt me. you are living to love me. i know, you are safe and strong, you are love and light. but, he was intimidation and power, hateful and dull... and i, i am just learning to not be afraid, to not be weak. i am learning what it is to be loved back.”

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What are you most thankful for ? ▪️

!☬♆ᏦᏋᏁ✥ᏦᏬᏁ♆☬!
my family and my friends🙌🏻
“When you find yourself drowning in self-hate, you have to remind yourself that you weren’t born feeling this way. That at some point in your journey, some person or experience sent you the message that there was something wrong with who you are, and you internalized those messages and took them on as your truth. But that hate isn’t yours to carry, and those judgments aren’t about you. And in the same way that you learned to think badly of yourself, you can learn to think new, self-loving and accepting thoughts. You can learn to challenge those beliefs, take away their power, and reclaim your own. It won’t be easy, and it won’t happen over night. But it is possible. And it starts when you decide that there has to be more to life than this pain you feel. It starts when you decide that you deserve to discover it.”

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First three songs in your favorite playlist?

Fior
Wet- It’s All in Vain
The 1975- Somebody Else
Tinashe- Company (hahahha this doesn’t go well together but alright😂)
“Sometimes fate seems like a small sandstorm that keeps changing directions. You change direction but the sandstorm chases you. You turn again, but the storm adjusts. Over and over you play this out, like some ominous dance with death just before dawn. Why? Because this storm isn’t something that blew in from far away, something that has nothing to do with you. This storm is you. Something inside of you. So all you can do is give in to it, step right inside the storm, closing your eyes and plugging your ears so the sand doesn’t get in, and walk through it, step by step. There’s no sun there, no moon, no direction, no sense of time. Just fine white sand swirling up into the sky like pulverized bones. That’s the kind of sandstorm you need to imagine.
And you really will have to make it through that violent, metaphysical, symbolic storm. No matter how metaphysical or symbolic it might be, make no mistake about it: it will cut through flesh like a thousand razor blades. People will bleed there, and you will bleed too. Hot, red blood. You’ll catch that blood in your hands, your own blood and the blood of others.
And once the storm is over you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.”

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Untuk perempuan : Jangan biarkan hatimu di lukai, pintar-pintar menjaga hati. Menjauhlah dari hal-hal yg sering kali menyakiti.

❤️
“I wanted you to stay. And I think you wanted to stay too. But something wasn’t right. Maybe it was the timing. Or fate just pulling us apart. Maybe it was because I didn’t trust people and you thought I’d never trust you. But you left that Sunday morning. I don’t know which felt emptier the bed without you in it or my heart.”

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One of the best pages on here. Keep going! 💛

thanks a lot!❤️
“My friends are always telling me to move on, to give up. But why? Why should I? They don’t see you the way that I see you. They don’t look into your eyes and see the world. Why would they understand? They can’t possibly imagine what it means to look at your best friend and see all their hopes and dreams come true. I wish for once, just once, they could walk a mile in my shoes. But they wouldn’t need to walk that far, they would just take one step and suddenly, they would take back every bit of ‘getting over you’ advice they had ever given me and realize you’re my life, you were meant for me, and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option.”

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Hi Mia! So.. what do you do when you feel low?

i seek my boyfriends attention, go out for a walk, eat some fruits, write down my thoughts,..
“Here’s to the girl who sometimes feels like she is too much. The one who cares too much. Who gives too much of herself to others. For the girl who tries too hard. For the girl who understands disappointment too well.
This piece is for the type of girl who loves too much. Who gives too much of herself to people who clearly don’t deserve it. This is for any girl who has ever gotten her heart completely shattered. The type of girl who feels too broken to ever be loved again.
This is for the girl who constantly battles with herself. Unnecessarily tearing herself down.
This, right here, is for the girl who can’t seem to win. Who has become a close friend to pain and rejection. Who tries and tries only to get hurt and disheartened in the end.
Any girl who has ever doubted herself. Who still does question her abilities. I’m telling you, this is for every girl who has ever hated herself.
This is for you, my sweet girl. I wrote this just for you, because you are not alone.
You will never be alone, for I am one of you.
I wrote this because you are worth it. Worth it and so much more. To remind you, that you are enough. You are pretty enough. Smart enough. Good enough.
You deserve the world. You deserve everything you have ever wanted out of this life.
I wanted you to know that you are worth being loved. You are worth the type of love that you have always dreamed of.
I wanted you to know that you are not alone. You are not alone.”

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If a turtle doesn’t have a shell, are they naked or homeless?

disabled i guess😂
“Actions speak louder than words.
Why do we say this when often it’s the words that have the most effect on us?
We can get over someone punching us in the face, you have a bruise for a while but it fades and you somehow move on when it goes.
But when someone says something to us that is hurtful, it lasts a lifetime.
The pain caused by simple sentences can never leave, it can eat away at someone, it can send someone insane. Words race round brains and corrupt self image. Someone says something about your appearance and you instantly want to hide away. Someone says something about your personality and you instantly shut everyone out. Someone says something about how you live your life and you instantly don’t want to be around. It’s time we realise that sometimes a word can destroy a person. Think before you speak, you don’t know what battle that person could be fighting.”

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Always be yourself! 💖

Pure Hearts ∞
❤️❤️
“My best friend once told me, with wavering black mascara staining the skin of her cheeks, to never trust a boy that doesn’t hold your face when he kisses you. When he grasps your hips and grips your spine all he’s doing is taking in the mass of your body and imagining the curve of your stomach beneath your shirt rather than missing the color of your eyes and the blushing pink of your lips.
Never trust a boy that hates your friends, that bickers with your brother or slips away from your father. The people who care about you are collateral damage for when he breaks you apart, and he finds it much easier to minimize the casualties. He’s always hated getting his hands dirty, he’s always hated the taste of blood.
Never trust a boy who doesn’t look at you like you’ve painted his world with color, like you’ve planted roses in every inch of dirt, like you’ve spread sunlight on every dark day he’s ever had. Never trust a boy who can stare at you without stuttering, never trust a boy who can’t bring himself to listen to the music you’re in love with, never trust a boy who can pick himself up with ease when you’re still shaking on the floor.
Never trust a boy that never falls. Never trust yourself when you’re somebody who trips over their own feet.”

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