I don't post things like this, I don't get personal but I just need to write it out somewhere and while all of my family has been using Facebook, I just don't like to.
Halloween used to be my favorite time of the year and it slowly has started to work its way back up there but 6 years ago we lost my brother, it was a month after his 19th birthday. He lived for halloween he was halloween 365 days of the year and i'll never forget that first halloween without him we did out best to honor him by going all out but since then halloween just has never been the same for me. My little sister reminds me so much of my brother she is always halloween 365 days and to see how excited she gets when my mom buys her a new dress up outfit has slowly allowed me to enjoy halloween a bit more.
I've lost other people before and after my brother but nothing has ever hit me as hard. I'll never forget the look on my moms face or hearing one of my older sister's cry and drop to the floor. Those images will stay with me for the rest of my life. It's just something you never get over.He wasn't sick, no one was expecting it. He had just turned 19, it just happened no warning. I can't watch scenes that involve tazing of any sort till this day. I can't believe its been six years, I promise a day doesn't go by that i'm not thinking of you I miss you every day Frankie.
I was going to post a photo from out last halloween together but since i'm not home and don't have access to those. This was our last family outing together. You never think its going to be your last. But it happens, so appreciate those in your life and make sure you tell them you love them.
We all look so funny, but i remember that day being such a fun day racing in go-karts and that hat of yours you never went anywhere without, mom still has it in her closet, I see it from time to time.
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