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Do u wake up till late night ? Why ?

Im always awake till 3-4 and and many occassions i am unable to sleep at all at night. I really dont know the reason, its hard for me to go to sleep even when im tired. Been like that since i was 15.

How do you get rid of nightmares you keep having for some period of time ?

If you are talking about seeing a ghost or anything devil related. Confront that fear. Trust me, after enough times of experiencing, sighting of these fuckers. You will not have a bone to be scared of them. Also keep in mind, they cant kill you. And they only disturb you for the reaction of fear as they told god themselves that they think they are more superior than adam, a man. Come to think of it,disturbances of human lifes are much of an ego trip for them. So,dont let them feed on your feae. In the end, they can never take your life. So When they appear infront of you or in your dreams, you wake up and just laugh and say tf bro hahahaha
My sister could see these things and i too often see these things but after my first two experiences, i have grown tired. It became more of a "Im already having a tiring day and there you are trying to scare me, i have no energy to do anything, so go fuck yourself." Yeah pretty much it.

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Have you ever loved someone who didn’t love you back ?

Yes, in fact.. thats kind of what the situation of my love life is now. I thought to myself that i would never want to be in love again because im so worn out from the past. But theres this girl, she's different. She made my heart melt so effortlessly with her just being her and what made me fall in love is how she takes good care of people and the way she talks, her personality, very private to herself and i love that. I am introvert myself so its really nice to see that even so, she can be really fun to talk to. She does not nag often but its cute when she does, i often find myself smiling in awe when she does nag. She's really funny too.
She's amazing, i never i could love again but she changed my heart in a snap. But when i gathered enough guts to ask her out, she rejected it the 3 times i asked. So i figured that she really just not into me so i dont open topic anymore. Dont get me wrong, i do love her still. All the still there and all those dream of building a family and spend the rest of my life with her will never ever come true. Its not that i give up but i dont wanna push her over the edge by asking anymore because it might just spoil what we have althought its not as close as what i wish us to be. Better this than nothing. But how i wish we could be more. Too bad im not that lucky, i mean i know that im really bad person, god knows, i dont deserve her, im not mad at god for such fate. So here i am, still in love with the most amazing person i ever met, the only one i wish that would be the mother to my kids, but i guess it will only remain as just a dream. That doesnt mean i should ever stop loving her. Im glad that our path crossed.

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What if everyone against you ?

Then, they will be against me. I wont budge from what i stand for just because.

Is love an easy thing for you to feel?

Im a natural born piece of shit, human piss me off easily but i found a soft spot and shes really really am out of this world , so... easy? No, hard? Not for her. ( or also maybe to any animals. 2nd weakness ) HAHAHAH

How do you remember the last time you spent the day outside playing with your childhood friends ?

Football, bleeding feet, run, bleeding feet, thinking i was a natural at backflip, 3 times of nearly breaking my neck, skateboarding, perfect, stuck with skateboarding till the day i die, mostly... bleeding feet and being chased by a mentally unstable uncle. He threw a knife at us.

What is the thing that you want the most right now?

To go back an hour in time, specifically 2257hrs 27 september 2018

What scares you more than anything else?

Time, partnering with not being able to treat the ones that i care for the way they deserve to be treated. When we finally found someone or something to live for, everyone wants to live forever. but no one can.

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