The thing about me is, when someone wonders if I consider them a friend to me, then they should know I do, otherwise I wouldn't have put an impression upon them that they are worthy of having a friendship with me in the first place. Naturally, I'm not the type to want friends, I can easily live life by myself. I could live in my own cave with no care in the world with what the rest of the world is doing. If someone has a story, then they should be careful who they choose as friends. So they don't share that story with the wrong person. Not everyone will stay with you. I KNOW who are my friends, so I don't want them worrying whether I think about them or not. Idc if some people don't want to be my friends. I have a "few" friends whom I will always consider my good friends. I don't judge my good friends. I don't think they are stupid nor do I think they're ugly. Not everyone is special in my eyes bc I honestly hate the human race. Nobody can make fun of me if I'm not afraid to be alone by myself. Nothing that they say can make me feel like a waste.
It's okay to feel sad, to feel hopeless, hell, the world will call you weak, they will degrade you & humiliate you til you have both feet deep in the ground & you can't get out, but you have to understand this life doesn't give, it only takes away. Loved ones are not replaceable. That's why we grieve when we lose them, we know they are gone forever. But don't ever feel ashamed for crying, crying is a way to relieve yourself. It doesn't make babies out of men, crying is what everybody does behind closed doors. We cry bc we are heartbroken. The important thing is, we don't need to be miserable & grieve alone, when you see someone grieving, don't just say nothing to them, comfort them. Nobody wants sympathy but nobody wants to be ignored either.
You're right! You have the same thinking as me. It's quite odd that God would rather have us suffer through extraordinary hardships than to just let us enjoy life while still worshiping Him, but hardship keeps us close to Him, if we never suffer, we wouldn't ever lean on Him, we would eventually feel like we don't need Him anymore & we would eventually leave Him out of our lives bc we wouldn't involve Him in anything we do.+2 answers in: “-”
That's exactly what I wanted, to make you smile & feel good on the inside. 😊 Misfortunes happen to everyone so don't feel like you're alone in this world. My mother was hit by a drunk driver years ago & her body has been damaged ever since. She was dangling off the side of a bridge when the paramedics & police found her. She's frail in size now. Every time she goes out to the store, I have to push her in her wheelchair. Her body is only getting worse, one day I will lose her & she may not get to see me ever get married if I ever do get married. She has pinched nerves & ruptured discs in her back from the wreck, she never had surgery bc the doctors were afraid it might paralyze her, so she decided to suffer for the rest of her life. So despite this, I continue to stay strong for her & put the burden on God. Only He has the final say when it comes to a person life. When we worry what will happen to our loved one, it's bc we don't have enough faith, so if Jesus was standing on water rn & He invited a follower of His to join Him, they would sink instantly bc they worry too much about the things they have no control over in life.+2 answers in: “-”
Engy is an amazing person inside & out. She lost her sister, I won't say how, but it's pretty sad how many misfortunes there are in life. You just never know when your loved one is going to leave this world. But Engy is a strong young woman, she doesn't give up, although she wants to, but I do my best to encourage her not to, I don't want to see her give up on God. She has a purpose in life, God doesn't want her ruining that bc the purpose He has for her is finer than gold itself. Engy is STRONG, that's what I see about her, I don't see weakness. Weakness is when someone deliberately tries to hurt themselves, but she hasn't done that. She enjoys reading, that's one thing that helps the mind. I pray that God will help her find peace, I pray that He will give her that comfort feeling that her sister is doing okay & that she's watching over her sister. I pray that God removes any guilt off her shoulders, so that she can be a brighter person in life & fulfill her God given purpose in life, whatever it may be. She will struggle but with God's constant comfort, she will never give up.+2 answers Read more
No. I don't have any friends. I don't want any. I don't have the right to have friends if I hate myself. I don't know what I have anymore. I just don't care anymore.
I'm definitely not open-minded bc I don't support homosexuality, never have never will. But I also won't berate those who practice it, it's their business, not mine. I guess I'm intolerant bc I don't support homosexuality or racism. But it's only bc of my faith. Even if I weren't a person of faith, I still wouldn't accept homosexuality bc this world wouldn't last long if there were more gays than straight people, despite that, to each their own, I don't want people minding my business, so I won't mind theirs.
You don't encourage them by saying what they are doing is right & makes them look good. You only starve them of the things they desire the most that have them trapped in obscurity, by not mentioning those things to them at any time. If they love to overeat, don't ever mention fast foods at the time they're not eating or you will encourage them to get some bad foods. If they do these things anyways, don't criticize them, when you show more frustration towards them than compassion, that's when they lose care for themselves. Criticism will bury a person bc they believe they are not worthy of being loved or accepted for the way they are. You become their enemy & when you become their enemy, they won't listen to you, they only see you as a bully. Love & compassion will eventually inspire them to do better, but the timing is different for each individual.
Be a good actor, pretend like nothing bad ever happened.
A man can tell you a thousand times that he loves you & you won't believe it, but when I tell you one time that I hate you, you will believe it....I hate you.
I have never once doubted my faith in God, this is not me bragging, this is important to me bc God is using me to help other believers to stay faithful & not slip from His grasp, He doesn't want any of His children to fall back into the hands of Satan (the enemy/one who causes diseases/depression), so I do my part in serving Jesus Christ (God) by reaching out & encouraging those who seem to be slipping away due to a tragedy in their life, to realize they are falling away, I don't tell people what to do, I only encourage them to keep fighting & to keep doing good for others then God will do His part in pouring out small blessings upon them for their good deeds.
When it's too long, it's hard to manage & plus about 3x I almost choked on my hair in my sleep. 😂 Even when I put it up so I can sleep, whatever I put in my hair to keep it up, the thing falls out, so I have no choice but to cut my hair.+5 answers in: “-”
Well I live out in the country, so that's why you see so many trees haha. I live far away from malls & stores. Yeah but I'm about to get it shoulder length. 😶 You are a nice lady. You're sweet as a donut. 😋🖤 But anyways, I like your hair too, it's cute how short it is & those hips. xD+5 answers in: “-”
*Takes your heart & cherishes it* :) The truth is, you feel guilty, but I also feel guilty, bc you lost someone very very special to you, you have every right to feel sad all the time, but I don't bc I've never lost anyone, that's why I am grateful to be close to Jesus than I was a year ago, bc He allows me to humble myself & not be conceited, that's why I said I hurt for you bc most people would say after you told them about your sister they would say "Sorry for your loss" & that's all they would say, but I'm not that type, I say more than just sorry. I comfort you.+5 answers in: “-”
I hope I am special to you. When you told me your story, I knew I had to do my best to comfort you. Everyday I try to.+5 answers in: “-”
I have a bad habit of wanting people to see me, bc I want them to know me better, but only people that I like, you for example. I don't like to be totally hidden. When I see your selfies, I feel the same way about you that you do about me. The fun we would have if we were friends in person.+5 answers in: “-”
Almost every night I go to bed, I cry. I cry bc I can't accept myself. I feel ugly. Most guys can take selfies with no problem, but I can't. I am scared of being judged. I am scared of what people think of me when they see me. I'm never happy, never. Many times I want to hang myself from a tree. I want to dangle from it, but I want to do it to where nobody can easily find me. I don't love myself & I don't think I ever will. I show more love towards other people, but I don't do the same for myself. I have no ego whatsoever, that's why I put people first before myself. People can constantly tell me I am handsome, but it's not enough to save me from wanting to hang myself. I tell other people to never give up, but I never tell them I feel the same way as them. I want to hurt myself so bad. That day that I almost got hit by a big truck while checking my mailbox, in my head I was actually begging for it to hit me. How can someone who hates themselves so much enjoy making other people smile, to me that's wrong, I shouldn't treat myself that way. But idc.+5 answers Read more
Sit beside an elderly woman, start up a conversation with her about anything & if she ends up talking too much, you will eventually miss being alone.
Every tomorrow brings another day. Yesterday only carries the past. Good music is great for the soul honestly.+1 answer in: “-🥀🖤”
No need to thank me, I'm just glad you listen bc if you didn't listen, I wouldn't be able to comfort you, most people are rebellious against encouragement. But you are quite the opposite.+2 answers in: “I do fight it David, believe me I do”
🖤💜💙💚💛🧡❤️+2 answers in: “I DO LOVE TO KNOW A PERSON LIKE YOU, DEAR DAVID”
Haha it was this past June on the 16th. My age scares me tho.+1 answer in: “Would you be happy to receive a gift certificate for your birthday?”