many boys will come to you, laugh with you, be happy with you & joke with you. they will come up all cute & sweet, but none of them will love you the way i love you. protecting your heart against playboys is far more important than just throwing yourself to those boys. bc they really expect you to throw yourself to them. but they don't love you. they're just desperate for your attention, but they hold no promises for you that are deep-rooted. just bc they have beards & dress a certain way, doesn't mean they LOVE you. a young man can dress his finest & have the perfect physique, but still he doesn't love you. he admires you, no doubt, but he doesn't love you. imagine if you were having the flu, would he be there for you to comfort you, or would he be grossed out? you love someone even on their bad days, but those boys won't do that & that's bc they don't love you. they like you bc you're attractive to them, but you must protect yourself from them. they're not loyal & they will hurt you. boys will come & go. askfm is just like a dating app, boys will find your profile, click through it & they will say, "wifey material", but with no heart in saying that. not everyone is for you & even if that means saying NO 'til you reach 40, at least you can be grateful that you protected yourself from womanizers. they're all out to get their shot at young women who are fresh & in stock, but none of them will love you the way they ought to
- Hey Pretty Girl -hey there pretty girl don't lose your smiletravel through life with your head held highi know it's hard but it will soon get better one day you will find your heavenly wings to fly i know sometimes things get a little tough and you just feel like completely giving it all upi've been there too and it's a really dark place but one day you'll finally find a fairy-tale love hey there pretty girl, why do you frown? what is it that seems to be getting you down? is it life pushing you in the wrong direction? push it back and find another way around! sometimes depression holds you in its graspand you feel like there's no escape; you're trapped like the whole world is on your two shoulders and you find yourself again dwelling in your past hey there pretty girl, i'm here if you need me if you need a friend, it'll get easier, believe me i'll save you from it all, just keep on breathing your smile is beautiful so make this world shine don't drown in darkness and lose your mind your eyes when they sparkle gives us all life so smile, beautiful, and remember this, and just smile - stanley oguh
i hope people eventually stop using the words 'therapy' & 'therapist'. it seems nobody ever notices how awful those two terms look. put a space in each word & you will get the idea as to what i'm referring to. i will never look at those terms the same again. they're too dark. the terms that are supposed to bring the most relief & comfort to a person, happen to be the worst terms in the dictionary when spelled out. i'm afraid to point it out on my social medias. i just hope some famous celebrity notices it like i do & signs a petition to make it a law to change those terms to something else
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at the end of the day, it's better to be a nice person with politeness & manners than to be a snot who's not very easy to be around. good manners, respect & decency are not always easy to find. a lot of people out there are mannerless & they don't care if they offend you. it's not right to be that way, but a lot of people are. they're set in their own ways & they don't care if other people have a problem with the way they are
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i'm the type of person to only eat when i see delicious food on social media & it gives me a craving for food. when i'm not on the internet, i never crave food bc i never have an appetite. depression & sadness are the reasons as to why i don't eat. my family hates that i don't eat much like i used to, but when you're sad, feeling worthless, hopeless, very low on energy, exhausted, never get to rest, miss certain people & have bad memories from the past that haunt you, how can you enjoy a delicious meal when you don't have an appetite that would allow you to enjoy eating? my appetite is dead. i don't ever eat breakfast or a midday meal. if i eat, it's only a few bites of something & that's it. i miss eating, but i can't eat if i'm never hungry
this world is getting crazier & more unpredictable. people are becoming more cruel & doing unthinkable acts of wickedness, so i do my part in showing people around me, lots of love & respect. i mind my own business, but i also stick my hand out when someone needs some help. i'm never too shy to offer help to anyone. i'm friendly to everyone. i try to get to know people & make them feel good & put a smile on their face. if there's one thing i love, it's making other people smile. i may not know them personally, but i show kindness to complete strangers b/c that's what life is all about. we're all in this world & the only way we're going to get along & surviving is by respecting each other & showing hospitality to one another. i don't want to hate anyone, nor do i want anyone to hate me. i can't make myself be happy, but it makes me happy when i make people around me happy. my favorite place in the world is the gas/petrol station b/c me being a complete introvert, it gives me an opportunity to show my manners & kindness to other people. now, some people could care less on how friendly i am, but that's not going to stop me from being friendly in general. if someone says hurtful things to me, i just ignore & walk away. i never provoke people, nor do i like confrontations. but anyways, the world is increasing with wickedness, daily & i just want to do my part in spreading kindness. that's all. hate is a horrible thing & those who hate will never get to experience the full joy of love & friendship. both are amazing & i would take them over wickedness anytime!
i miss, @ghulamefatimah. she's that one awesome person who's always been nice to me when she didn't have to be. it's always the prettiest girls who act stuck up, but she was the opposite. she will always have my respect
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i'm too nice for my own good. i was good to many people, even tho they treated me with disrespect. it's just not in me to be hateful or start drama with anyone
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i'm worthless. i'm different from other people. i don't deserve to be happy. i'm a person you would want to ignore or treat with hate. i'm a nobody. as a human, i have no value or worth. i'm a loser. this is true. i'm ugly. i can't love myself if i'm ugly. i don't believe in loving myself. i'm a peasant. nobody wants to be around me. nobody thinks of me as anything. my existence is meaningless. i can't express enough of how true this is. from the bottom of my heart, i am worthless. people hate me. i am trash. i am nothing. people hate me bc i'm useless. they hate me bc of my skin. i don't love life. i don't love being happy bc i'm afraid to be happy. i always think about how i would die. i just don't want to live anymore. i just don't have any desire to wake up every morning. i just want to be at peace & just pass away. i don't enjoy being in this earth anymore. i don't have passion for life anymore. depression has won over my life. i don't even take care of myself anymore & that's mostly bc idc if i'm healthy or not. just lost all desire to continue with life. i'm just waiting for someone to shoot me in the head or to run up & stab me repeatedly. why do i have to feel this way about myself. why can't i just be happy & be ok with myself without all this overthinking. it's bc i'm traumatized. i have ptsd & it's not curable. i have nightmares about my past. i'm not a person who is privileged or has had things passed down to him. i have nothing. i have things, but i don't have money. i shouldn't ever wish i was dead, but i'm just tired of feeling worthless & depressed. my sadness won't go away. i always smile at people. i treat everyone with love. i'm friendly to all around me. you wouldn't ever think that i feel depressed & suicidal bc you never see me sad. but when i'm alone, in my bedroom. my heart is wide open & it reveals what i'm afraid to show in public. it's not going to get any better for me. i inherited this sickness from my mother. she committed suicide
my birthday is on june 16th. if anyone cares, please wish me on that day, but you don't have to if you don't want to. i would just appreciate it, honestly
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if there's anything that i love about myself bc i really don't like anything about myself at all, it's that i am nice to girls. i treat them with kindness. i just don't like being a jerk towards them. i know not every woman deserves to be respected, but i am gentle with them. in my world, i've been around other men who visualize women as only play objects. i've overheard them say a lot of disgusting things about women & i'm just glad i never was a part of it. it's just not appealing to me to treat women differently from the boys. i don't respect guys who abuse women or treat them like they have no worth. i have heard many many horrible things out of men's mouths, but none of it's cool to me. there's just no reason for a man to have such gross thoughts about women. have respect for the opposite gender. you want a girl to be nice to you, then be nice to her. but i don't always see that. i've been around dirty-minded men who i hope i never have to cross paths with again simply bc i don't agree with the crap they say about women. god didn't make women so men can throw dirt on them & slander them, but apparently there are men out there that have a different thought about that. i respect women bc my mother taught me the value of having a good mother who raised a boy (me) without a father & i'm thankful everyday that my mother taught me to treat women like i treat her & that's with love, support & kindness. simple as that & if any man disagrees with me, then he should gather up all his emotions & toss them in a river bc that's all they're good for is drowning. i respect a man who supports the opposite gender & isn't controlling or abusive. period
i don't have people to show me comfort & support, so i never have to worry about losing anyone if they get tired of my negativity about myself & life. i can be negative as much as i want to bc nobody will be around me to be annoyed with the constant grief & sorrow i feel. i'm not going to hide the pain i feel inside just so i don't lose anyone. if no one wants to stay, even through my darkest days, then stay away completely. i'm never going to heal & i don't want people around me, if they're just going to tell me to get over myself. i'm not like everyone else. therapy helps people, but it's enough for me. the only thing that could ever help me is just being dead
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she doesn't use ask anymore, but this was very cool of her to say this
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my only wish in life is to be happy but i can't be happy bc i'm always feeling insecure. i'm ugly & i wish i thought differently about myself
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ive been using ask since 2013. so ive basically been active on here for 12 years. ive got to meet many amazing people here. i love everyone that ive ever spoken to on here. for me, personally, its an honor that people on ask gave me a small portion of their time talking to me. i love attention, from anyone bc in real life, i dont get attention. nobody wants to give their attention to little boy David. whats so special about him. truth is, i never claimed to be special. i just enjoy having someone to talk to. i love conversation. thats just who i am, but nobody ever gives it to me. i understand tho. life is rough. nobody seems to be happy anymore. too many things to worry about. people have jobs that use up most of their free time. they feel Iike slaves to their work. but in my belief, the good that you do for someone else in a dire situation, will eventually reward you. not that you helped someone to get rewarded, but god rewards his children for selflessness bc we all know there is horrible selfishness in this world. i dont talk about religion much, but im def not an athiest, i do have faith. i just wont say what my faith is bc i dont want to be thought of as a religious fanatic. anyways, you give me attention & i will make you laugh. i can make anyone laugh. just ask my friend, engy. i have made her laugh countless times. ok im talking too much bye bye