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Almost every night I go to bed, I cry. I cry bc I can't accept myself. I feel ugly. Most guys can take selfies with no problem, but I can't. I am scared of being judged. I am scared of what people think of me when they see me. I'm never happy, never. Many times I want to hang myself from a tree. I want to dangle from it, but I want to do it to where nobody can easily find me. I don't love myself & I don't think I ever will. I show more love towards other people, but I don't do the same for myself. I have no ego whatsoever, that's why I put people first before myself. People can constantly tell me I am handsome, but it's not enough to save me from wanting to hang myself. I tell other people to never give up, but I never tell them I feel the same way as them. I want to hurt myself so bad. That day that I almost got hit by a big truck while checking my mailbox, in my head I was actually begging for it to hit me. How can someone who hates themselves so much enjoy making other people smile, to me that's wrong, I shouldn't treat myself that way. But idc.
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hello. i know nobody will see this, but if somebody believes in the power of prayer, then i ask kindly if you will pray for me. i'm genuinely scared
hello i know nobody will see this but if somebody believes in the power of

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many boys will come to you, laugh with you, be happy with you & joke with you. they will come up all cute & sweet, but none of them will love you the way i love you. protecting your heart against playboys is far more important than just throwing yourself to those boys. bc they really expect you to throw yourself to them. but they don't love you. they're just desperate for your attention, but they hold no promises for you that are deep-rooted. just bc they have beards & dress a certain way, doesn't mean they LOVE you. a young man can dress his finest & have the perfect physique, but still he doesn't love you. he admires you, no doubt, but he doesn't love you. imagine if you were having the flu, would he be there for you to comfort you, or would he be grossed out? you love someone even on their bad days, but those boys won't do that & that's bc they don't love you. they like you bc you're attractive to them, but you must protect yourself from them. they're not loyal & they will hurt you. boys will come & go. askfm is just like a dating app, boys will find your profile, click through it & they will say, "wifey material", but with no heart in saying that. not everyone is for you & even if that means saying NO 'til you reach 40, at least you can be grateful that you protected yourself from womanizers. they're all out to get their shot at young women who are fresh & in stock, but none of them will love you the way they ought to

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- Hey Pretty Girl -
hey there pretty girl don't lose your smile
travel through life with your head held high
i know it's hard but it will soon get better
one day you will find your heavenly wings to fly
i know sometimes things get a little tough and you just feel like completely giving it all up
i've been there too and it's a really dark place
but one day you'll finally find a fairy-tale love
hey there pretty girl, why do you frown?
what is it that seems to be getting you down?
is it life pushing you in the wrong direction?
push it back and find another way around!
sometimes depression holds you in its grasp
and you feel like there's no escape; you're trapped
like the whole world is on your two shoulders
and you find yourself again dwelling in your past
hey there pretty girl, i'm here if you need me
if you need a friend, it'll get easier, believe me
i'll save you from it all, just keep on breathing
your smile is beautiful so make this world shine
don't drown in darkness and lose your mind
your eyes when they sparkle gives us all life
so smile, beautiful, and remember this, and just smile
- stanley oguh

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i hope people eventually stop using the words 'therapy' & 'therapist'. it seems nobody ever notices how awful those two terms look. put a space in each word & you will get the idea as to what i'm referring to. i will never look at those terms the same again. they're too dark. the terms that are supposed to bring the most relief & comfort to a person, happen to be the worst terms in the dictionary when spelled out. i'm afraid to point it out on my social medias. i just hope some famous celebrity notices it like i do & signs a petition to make it a law to change those terms to something else

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