I am sorry I can't help you on this one , I am so afraid of being rejected by the one I desire that even if I was standing infront of him I would turn away and walk to another part of the room cause I fear he'd laugh at me and tell me bugger off , I think this maybe due to something that as happen to me in the past being made fun of after Expressing myself to someone and being Laugh at after I confronted him of my feelings for him and him and his friends thought I was the biggest joke and til this day I am their still the joke when I am around all them . But I am not you so maybe you'd have way better luck than me I wish you luck and I hope you do get to have your crush no one should ever feel so vulnerable and afraid of rejection like I do I wouldn't wish it on anyone cause it can really make you feel not good enough or worthless and it hinders you from trying again with someone else , and usually I wait for a guy to ask me cause I wouldn't embarrass them infront of others and I would be kind to him and not hurtful if I wasn't interested in them and I would probably give him a chance cause you'll never know you just might like him back once you get to know him better . Good luck friend I am rooting for you .

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