Have you ever considered killing yourself? Please be honest...
Ok yes to be honest I have- I don't know why exactly I feel just feel like an alone person there's just something about me that makes me not be able to connect with people like everytime I try to connect with a person I just can't do It and it's not so I don't "get hurt" it's so that I don't hurt anyone else because that's just me I'm a disappointment and I let down the people that I love so I feel like if I don't get close to anyone I won't let anyone down- anyways getting back to the thinking about killing myself thing it's not for the reasons you might think it's not because I'm unhappy with my life which I am but that's beside the point it's because i feel like I'm constantly by myself and i don't have anyone to depend I'm I mean people tell me to kill myself on here and a few people defend me but say someone else I know gets called me stuff and like 10 billion people defend that person- I guess it would just be nice to feel important every once and a while because now I just feel like the only reason I'm here is because I want to be not anybody else- then again that could just be my low self esteem issues idk...
Ummm Evans blue, paramore spoon, the weepies, mayday parade, jacks mannequin, panic at the disco, secondhand serenade, shine down, the temper trap, angels and airwaves, death can for cuties and yeah that's it ahaha oh and Coldplay and never shout never and every avenue now I'm done ahaha