Ok yes to be honest I have- I don't know why exactly I feel just feel like an alone person there's just something about me that makes me not be able to connect with people like everytime I try to connect with a person I just can't do It and it's not so I don't "get hurt" it's so that I don't hurt anyone else because that's just me I'm a disappointment and I let down the people that I love so I feel like if I don't get close to anyone I won't let anyone down- anyways getting back to the thinking about killing myself thing it's not for the reasons you might think it's not because I'm unhappy with my life which I am but that's beside the point it's because i feel like I'm constantly by myself and i don't have anyone to depend I'm I mean people tell me to kill myself on here and a few people defend me but say someone else I know gets called me stuff and like 10 billion people defend that person- I guess it would just be nice to feel important every once and a while because now I just feel like the only reason I'm here is because I want to be not anybody else- then again that could just be my low self esteem issues idk...
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