How do you stay strong for others at times when you can't even be strong for yourself?
It's hard. There are times when getting out of bed is a struggle and time when I go to sleep hoping I won't wake up.
During those times I'm cranky as hell and difficult but one thing that forces me to get up and be there for my family and my friends, is remembering that during my darkest time (those seven years of perpetual suicide attempts and just self-neglect) the people who are currently in my life, never strayed from me.
So, I owe them the same copious amounts of love and support.
That's how I do it.
I love them with all my heart.
During those times I'm cranky as hell and difficult but one thing that forces me to get up and be there for my family and my friends, is remembering that during my darkest time (those seven years of perpetual suicide attempts and just self-neglect) the people who are currently in my life, never strayed from me.
So, I owe them the same copious amounts of love and support.
That's how I do it.
I love them with all my heart.
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Stella Miracula
