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Thoughts

I will never forget this time of my life. The time when i wasn't recovering even after stopping tears,talking normally, laughing and walking like nothing happened.As if nothing is healing me anymore. Listening "zindagi nai rukti kisi k marjanay se" and acting all fake and normal because that's what society wants. God i wish i can move somewhere else with this mind full of memories and helplessness where I'd show all my emotions and tears. Never felt so alone and miserable my whole life. Watching the true colours of your closest people in your bad times can hurt you so bad in so many ways that all you want in the end is, yourself. I will never be the same, i can fake conversations i can smile but i can never do it with all my heart again. Life is sad.

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What freaks you out?

Hamza Qaisar
Watching someone getting closer to death infront of your eyes, with whom you've spent your whole life with. And you can do n o t h i n g about it. You have to act normal, you have to carry on with your life, even when you can't function normally. When you just need a
hug and cry for hours but have no one by your side. 🌼

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What have you learned from your past?

Hamza Qaisar
Present* i must say. Never share your problems and sorrows with people you think you're close to, especially when they are not giving a damn about you/checking up on you. They'll never understand, they'll even make you feel worse about it. All you have is yourself at the end of the day. People have a life. Stop ruining yours for those who'll leave you hanging or crying.🌻

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Confess something 🙋‍♂️🥀

Zeeshan Malik
I patiently waited for the day when I wouldn't be affected by any of it anymore. I didn't even realize when that day arrived but it feels like I recovered ages ago. It's as if my mind and heart have been wiped clean from the struggle and sorrow it took to battle it all. I believe I am able to say that it doesn't matter anymore and that I don't care what happens or doesn't happen; confidently.
Alhamdulillah. 😭🌹

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