did you gain weight?

In fact I haven't, I've managed to stay the same after dropping the Christmas weight back down to what it was. But I guess I must have lost a shitload of muscles then because obviously I look like a fucking hippo. I can't decide for myself. Lately I've just been staring at my pictures wondering, but I guess this cleared things up and reveals what people really think. You know what I'm going to feel terrible about this but I'm going to keep eating and having a normal life until I feel okay about my body again, which I will, despite feeling like a worthless shit right now. Thank you for ruining my week. I hope you die.

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