for you all,
and..
especially for HER.
+ 1 đź’¬ message
read all
every day,
every time,
every second on my life.
but a real cruel fate, when you can't allowed to feel tired of them.
"She.."
she can be happy for them, but she not happy for her self,
she can give the best words for them, but she can't give the best words for her self,
she can smile for them, but she can't smile for her self,
she can be with them, but she let that self alone every time,
she can hear them, but she don't want hear what she want to say for her self,
she can say "yes" for them, but she can't say "yes" for her,
she can say congrat for them, but she never congrat that self,
she always believe they can do it, but she don't believe her self can do it too,
sometimes she will be a overthinking person just because worried about them, but she never give a time to think about that self.
she...
now herself..
she is not for herself, but she is for others.
trying...
15 | 12 |
enough for a month i'm looking for myself back after making that decision. And for a month too, I could see the effect on myself.
+ 2 đź’¬ messages
read all
one day, my bad mind rebel: I'm tired for everything. Just enough for this.
But my heart persuade: wait for a second
"Allah is the best of planners. If Allah making you wait, then be prepared to receive more than you asked for it".
+ 2 đź’¬ messages
read all
sometimes, some things have to end for better things to begin.
me: can I stop thinking about others sometimes?
but...
my heart, my brain : [think again dear]
reminder,
Do things at your own pace. Life's not a race. Nothing is too fast. Nothing is too late. Your direction is more important than your speed :).
sometimes, she need a break from her own thoughts.
when she is conscious..
[ a strong person also gets tired too right? ]
