you know what's funny.... You make me think that what we had was real! and you told me all these things like I was your world you'd do nothing to ever hurt me... and u love me... when all of it was fake... because u did it to every single girl... oh and please don't talk about me behind my back!
what are you talking about Vanessa I never talked about you behind your back and you no I never meant to hurt you. seeing you today I wanted to cry. because I didn't realize what I had in tell I lost it (you) and you can believe what ever you want to believe from anyone else go ahead. But you no what I do care about you and I do love you. and every other girl that I dated yea I said I loved them but I never felt the way I do about you toward them. I cant stand the fact that we are broken up it hurt me a lot. and I would never talk bad behind your back. and who ever said I did they lied. you still mean every thing to me and I new that if we broke up It would never be the same as it was. and talking to you last night and the night you broke up with me I cried and I couldn't sleep. and seeing you happy makes me happy. So i'm sorry for everything that I have done I really am I admit I wasn't there for you like I should of been. and I regret that. and if you hate me you hate me. but my feelings for you will never change not for a long time. and I would never ever lie to you. yea even tho were broken up now I still will never lie to you. Cause I cant stand to see you sad. And to me what we had was real. And you are my world so please don't leave me not yet. and every thing I said to you was true. every word. and you may not believe I wouldn't blame you if you don't. But I just want you to no that your the best thing that has ever happened to me. I mean your really cool and your the girl of my dreams and if I were to reverse time and make everything better believe me I would. I like you a lot Vanessa and again i'm sorry for everything that I have done to hurt you I really am and I would do anything anything at all to make it up to you the best I can. but please I don't want to loose you. and you told me you would never leave but now look at where we are. I miss being able to call you mine I miss being able to look at you and smle. and I just... I just need you in my arms again I just need another chance to try to make everything right and I have never tried this hard to get someone to forgive me and to just give me a 2nd chance please Vanessa please. just one more time and if I do it wrong i'll leave you a lone please